Christian fiction; Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
But the evening was so wonderful, the moonlight so perfect, the
company so congenial, that Cornelia found it hard to harbor
unpleasant thoughts, and for one evening was care-free and happy. Now
and then she thought of her little brother riding afar with young
Maxwell, and wondered what they were talking about, and whether they
would all know him any better when he got back with Harry. It was
always so revealing to have a member of one’s family get really close
to everyday living with a person. Then her thoughts would come back
to the drifting talk from Grace and Carey in front, and she thought
how handsome her brother looked, and how at ease driving the car and
talking to this sweet, cultured girl. She remembered his accents when
he called Clytie Dodd a fool so vehemently, and compared them with
his face as he walked on Chestnut Street, chewing gum, and looking
down attentively to his overdressed, ill-behaved companion. Which
was the real Carey? And do we all have two people shut up inside
ourselves? Or is one the real self and the other a mask?
The service which they attended for an hour was intensely
interesting, and quite new to Cornelia. She had never seen anything
like it before. It was a “conference.” Nobody said for what, and she
did not happen to get hold of a program until they were leaving. Mr.
Kendall at the desk seemed like a father among his children, or a
close friend of them all; and he led their thoughts to the heavenly
Father in a most wonderful way, speaking of Him as if He were present
always with each one, ready to help in any need, ready to conquer
for them; and the thought he left with them at the close of his
ten-minute talk was drawn from the verse, “My grace is sufficient for
thee, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.”
Cornelia listened in wonder, and instantly to her mind sprang once
more her own experience of the afternoon and a conviction that she
was being watched and guarded and led and _loved_ by an unseen Power.
This sense of God had never come to her before. Religion had been a
dreamy, mysterious necessity, the wholly respectable and conventional
thing to believe in, of course, and a kind of comfortable assurance
for the darkness of the beyond. She had never had any particular
tendency to the modern doubts. Her mother’s faith and her father’s
living had been too real for that; and always, when a teacher had
voiced some sceptical flippancy, she had turned away with an inner
conviction that the teacher did not know, because there was her
mother; and a feeling that she preferred to stick to the faith of
her fathers. But as far as concerned any particular reason for doing
so, or any particular conviction on her own part, she was absolutely
without them.
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