Christian fiction; Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It was very still in the church as the opening chords of the anthem
were struck. The anthems were always appreciated by the congregation.
Since Grace Kendall had been organist and choir master there was
always something new and pleasing, and no one knew beforehand just
who might be going to sing a solo that day. Sometimes Grace Kendall
herself sang, although but rarely. People loved to hear her sing. Her
voice was sweet and well cultivated, and she seemed to have the power
of getting her words across to one’s soul which few others possessed.
Cornelia, as her lips formed the words of the opening chorus,
wondered idly, almost apathetically, whether Grace would take the
tenor solo this time. She could, of course; but Cornelia dreaded it
like a blow that was coming swiftly to her. It seemed the knell of
her brother’s self-respect. He had failed her right at the start,
and of course no one would ever ask him to sing again; and equally
of course he would be ashamed, and never want to go to that church
again. Her heart was so heavy that she had no sense of the triumph
and beauty of the chorus as it burst forth in the fresh young voices
about her, voices that were not heavy like her own with a sense of
agony and defeat.
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord.”
It was, of course, a big thing for an amateur volunteer choir to
attempt, but in its way it was well done. Grace Kendall seemed to
have a natural feeling for expression, and she had developed a
wonderful talent for bringing out some voices and suppressing others.
Moreover, she trained for weeks on a composition before she was
willing to produce it. This particular one had been in waiting some
time until a tenor soloist fit for the part should be available.
Carey had seemed to fit right in. Grace had told Cornelia this
the night before, which made the humiliation all the harder now.
Cornelia’s voice stopped entirely on “the beginning,” and never got
to “the ending” at all. Something seemed to shut right up in her
throat and make sound impossible. She wished she could sink down
through the floor, and hide away out of sight somewhere. Of course
the audience did not know that her brother was to have sung in this
particular anthem; but all the choir knew it, and they must be
wondering. Surely they had noticed his absence. She was thankful that
her seat kept her a trifle apart from the rest, and that she was a
comparative stranger, so that no one would be likely to ask where he
was. If she could only get through this anthem somehow, making her
lips move till the end, and sit down! The church seemed stifling. The
breath of the roses about the pulpit came sickeningly sweet.
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