Catholics -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Divorce -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
"All I ask from you is another chance," he continued. "You know about
the prodigal son. That's me. I've come back repentant. I know I've
brought you misery in my time--and plenty of it. So if you stick on
your rights and never forgive me, you don't have to. What do you say,
Georgia?"
Again he paused, but she did not speak, sitting with her head bent,
picking with her fingers at the coverlet.
"It wasn't me that did you the harm," he pleaded, "it was the whiskey
in me, and if I keep away from that why the rest of me isn't so bad.
You used to think that yourself once, Georgia."
She waited for him to continue, fearing what he would say next, and he
said it. "But if you're through with me, I guess the only friend I've
got left after all is whiskey. He put me to the bad all right, but he
won't go back on me now I'm there. Whatever else you can say about
him, he's faithful. He's always got a smile for you when you're blue,
and he'll stick to you clear through to the finish."
Yes, that was Jim of old, word for word and motive for motive, who
thought the proper remedy for disappointment was drunkenness.
"Oh, Jim," she cried, "why did you say that?"
He misunderstood her completely. He felt that he was making a most
effective threat. "I said it because it's true," he answered roughly,
"that's why. You've showed me where I stand--you've given me my answer
just as loud as if you'd been shouting it. Good-bye. Likely I'll be
laying up in a barrel house on the river front pretty soon, and pretty
soon after that they'll be taking me out to Dunning and planting me in
the ground with just a little stick and a number on it, or else--" a
catch came into his voice as the pathetic picture swam vividly before
his eyes, for like most drunkards he possessed something of the
artistic temperament, "or else maybe they'll cut me up to show the
young internes and the trained nurses which side the heart's on."
Yes, he was doing the baby act again, making excuses and threatening
suicide. He might have deceived Al and Father Hervey for a month or
more with his "reform," but he couldn't deceive her for ten consecutive
minutes. She had seen into the core of his nature, that it was weak
and unstable as ever. Sooner or later he would relapse. What had been
would be again.
He arose as if to leave, then hesitated to give her one last chance to
relent.
"S'long," he said, slowly opening the door.
"You can come home, Jim--if you want."
"If I want!" He went to her quickly and took her in his arms and
pressed his lips to her cold ones until she shuddered in his embrace.
When at last he left her she looked to the picture of the Sacred Heart
as if for approval, and whispered, "Not my will, but Thine, be done."
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