Catholics -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Divorce -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
As she told her secret sins and pettiness to the priest, it seemed that
the poison of them was being drained from her memory where they had
become encysted. Her heart was cleaned and purified and lightened by
the process of the confessional.
It is indeed doubtful whether any other ecclesiastical instrument since
the world began has lifted so much sorrow from mankind.
Georgia's conspicuous and mortal sins were two--Doubt and her continued
entertainment of that feeling for Mason Stevens which, since it was
unlawful, the Church denominated Lust.
Doubt had followed naturally on absorption in worldly affairs,
dangerous associations and reading, and neglect of her obligations to
the Church. Especially reprehensible had been her frequent attendance
at the Sunday Evening Ethical Club, where the very air was impregnated
with dilute agnosticism.
In future she must be more careful in her choice of reading.
Materialism and atheism were skillfully concealed in many a so-called
sociological treatise. Not that sociology lacked certain elements of
truth, but the danger for untrained minds lay in exaggerating their
importance until they overshadowed greater truths. She would do well
hereafter to leave sociology to sociologists.
The Sunday Evening Ethical Club was anathema. She must not go there
again nor to any similar place where veiled socialism and anarchy were
preached.
The confessor was rejoiced that her duty toward her husband and toward
herself, for the two duties were one, had been so unmistakably revealed
to her. Did the image of the other man ever trouble her mind?
Yes, Georgia acknowledged it did.
That was to be expected, in the beginning. But it would cease to
trouble her before long. Did this image occur to her often?
Yes, she said, it did--very often, almost continually. It was not
always actively before her, she explained, but it seemed never far
away, as if it were just beneath the surface of her ordinary thoughts.
In that case it would be impossible to absolve her and she would remain
in a state of mortal sin unless she would promise solemnly to refrain
from all further thoughts of that man, and if ever they arose unbidden
to banish them immediately, as an evil spirit is cast out from one
possessed.
The priest waited, but the woman remained silent.
Did she remember, he asked severely, the words of our Savior, that "he
who looketh in lust, committeth adultery." If she kept this idol in
her heart, no priest had power to forgive her sins in His name. Her
choice was before her, her Lord or her flesh.
Her head was bowed, her hands clasped before her, and she felt tears
trickle slowly upon her knuckles.
"Oh, I promise, Father," she whispered, "to try never to think of him
any more, and to put him out of my mind--when--the thought
comes--unbidden."
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