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Presently he sensed the need of a more exact definition. How many
drinks did a gentleman take a day? Two or three, or even more on
special occasions? Was getting wet or cold a special occasion? What
was a "drink" anyway--two fingers, three, or a whiskey-glassful? How
much beer equaled how much spirits? Wasn't liquor mixed with seltzer
less harmful to the lining of the stomach than the same amount taken
straight? It ought to be, for a highball, according to test, averaged
no more alcohol than the light wines of France and Italy, and as was
well known, a drunken man was seldom seen over there. This being
indisputable, might not one increase one's prescribed allowance of
whiskey if one diluted it conscientiously?
He never tired of these and similar questions. They fascinated him and
centered his consciousness. His mind revolved around the whiskey
proposition like a satellite around its principal. He might hate,
loathe, abominate whiskey, or pooh-pooh it, or compromise with it, or
succumb to it. But he thought of it most of the time, endlessly
readjusting his relations with it, like an old man in the power of a
harlot.
Sometimes he would admit that there was much to be said against the
cumulative effect of a drink every day. Twenty-four hours was hardly
long enough to get wholly rid of the last one before you put the next
one in on top of it. Would it not, possibly, be more advantageous to
one's system, for instance, to get a slight skate on Saturday night,
nothing serious, a mere jolly, harmless bun, and cut it out altogether
for the rest of the week, than to go against it daily? This suggestion
usually presented itself early on Saturday evening, after he had got a
good start. After a little argument pro and con, the pros won.
The pros always won without exception, yet Jim never once neglected to
go through the form of argument. It was astonishing with what perfect
regularity he repeated time after time the same mental sequence in his
circlings around whiskey.
He did not necessarily lose his job at each spree. He was not the
explosive type of drunkard. He managed sometimes to drag himself
wearily through the motions of work in the day time, slipping out every
hour or two, on some excuse, to "baby it along." But from night to
night his drunkenness would deepen until at last, with his nerves
shattered and money gone, he stumbled home to his women folk to be
nursed, to threaten suicide, while they telephoned lies to his
employer, to take his solemn pledge, and to begin his cycle over again.
Four times during his wife's second pregnancy he made the complete
circle.
She put up with his lapses more humbly than ever before in their
married life. Each time that he renewed his pledge her sustaining hope
returned that he would keep it this time, until at least the baby was
born and she was well enough to return to work.
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