Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Lionel Delville, who from the first had been exceedingly favourable
to Lucy, now found his cousin’s house the most agreeable in London;
and took advantage of the privileges of relationship to be always in
attendance. It seemed to be a settled thing, that he was her most
obsequious slave. Open conventional gallantry, and cousinly intimacy,
were so skilfully blended, that it was difficult to ascertain when and
where real gallantry commenced. She was proud of the admiration of the
oracle of statesmen, and pleased with the devotion of the oracle of
fashion. She was the life of society; she became a great talker, and
her spirits rose with the exertion. Her voice was by nature so sweetly
modulated, that no one could be tired of hearing it; her countenance
was so soft, that although she occasionally sported the most decided
opinions, they did not seem _tranchant_, when delivered by her.
If success in the great world could constitute the whole happiness of
any person with naturally good feelings, she might now have been happy.
But was she so? No.
She had not been brought up without some attention to religious
subjects. She always went to church, and would have felt uneasy if she
had omitted to do so; she had a general desire and resolution to do
what was right, and a horror of doing what was wrong. Her own domestic
discontents, Sophy’s arguments and example, the natural desire after
happiness inherent in our nature, and the vanity which is lurking at
the bottom of most hearts, had combined to lead her thus far on the
road to wrong; but she could not be happy, unless she felt satisfied
with herself.
She often thought, “How cheerful the Duchess of Altonworth is! How
placid she looks! Nothing ever worries her, and every thing worries me.
It makes me unhappy and discontented with myself to see her;” and the
result was, that she frequented her quiet and select _soirées_ less and
less; for when not in a whirl of engagements, she invariably felt weary
and listless. Though the constant tribute paid to her charms afforded
her but little pleasure, she felt the want of it, if by any chance it
was withheld. Then she became fastidious upon the subject. She despised
the homage of common-place empty youngsters; she ridiculed the _doux
yeux_ of old men; she was disgusted with fulsome compliments; but
Lionel Delville knew how to flatter, without appearing to do so; he had
learned in his cousin’s school, and Lord Montreville saw his own arts
practised upon his wife.
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