Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Frank Warenne alone was not deceived, and could not doubt that his
brother would resent the insult which he had received. He knew too
well Warenne’s delicate sense of honour; and, recognising in the
tranquillity of his demeanour the settled calmness of decision, he
intuitively guessed the truth. Want of fraternal affection was not one
of Frank’s failings, and he sought his chamber in a state of serious
disquietude. He saw no means by which a rencontre could be prevented,
nor any by which he might transfer to his own person the danger that
threatened him he loved so dearly. He felt that honour, according
to military custom, demanded from Warenne himself that he should
require an apology from O’Neil; that in all probability O’Neil would
not apologize; and they must therefore necessarily meet each other.
He could not rest—he did not even attempt to lie down, but paced his
room in restless anxiety hour after hour, forming a thousand different
schemes to ensure his brother’s safety, yet unable to find one which
should not compromise his fame. At last, about five o’clock, resolving
to ascertain whether his fears were well founded, he stole across the
passage to the door of Warenne’s room, and gently opened it. Warenne
was writing, but started up at Frank’s entrance.
“Is it you, Frank!” he exclaimed.
“Forgive me, Gerald,” rejoined Frank, “but I am certain you are going
to fight that scoundrel O’Neil, and I am wretched about it: I have
passed the whole night in utter misery. Gerald! this may be our last
meeting,” and as he spoke he flung himself upon his brother’s neck.
“Do not unman me,” said Warenne; “just at this moment I have need of
all my firmness, for I will not deny your conclusion with respect to
O’Neil. Would that I could! for I abhor duelling from my soul. I cannot
disguise from myself that it is a wicked and abominable practice,
expressly contrary to the law of Him, in whom, notwithstanding the
irregularities of my soldier’s life, I most sincerely trust,—if I may
dare to say so in such an hour as this; neither can I forget that I
am perhaps about to appear before him with the crime of murder, in
intention at least, upon my soul. Still I have not the moral courage
to break through custom, when the alternative is disgrace—but I must
not think of these matters now. Let us talk of something else, Frank—I
had just finished a letter to you as you came in, which I meant should
be delivered to you in case I fell;—put it in your pocket, and return
it to me, if all goes well—nay, do not read it. It contains only a
few words of advice from your old Mentor, who would fain have you do
justice to his instructions, and to yourself.”
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