Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
He paused for her answer. Adelaide pitied him from her soul; she felt
how much mental agony he must have endured ere he could thus, on a
point where his whole happiness was at stake, so frame his questions as
if he wished her to decide against him. She therefore replied timidly
and evasively,
“Surely, Colonel Warenne, this must depend very much on the
circumstances of the case, on the extent of injury to be inflicted, and
the degree of advantage to be obtained.”
“True,” rejoined he, his voice gradually losing its tone of bitterness,
and becoming mournfully tender, “true,” said he, “and I cannot disguise
from myself that though the benefit to myself would be inexpressibly
great, greater far than I have any right to hope for, yet the injury
which I should inflict would be certain and considerable. Would to
Heaven I could come to a contrary conclusion, but I cannot.” He buried
his face in his hands on the table which stood before him; a second
afterwards, however, he looked up, with a deep flush crimsoning his
very brow, and continued in a hurried manner, “I cannot, however,
renounce my chance.”
Henry’s voice at this instant was heard at the door, and Warenne ceased
abruptly. Henry came to tell Adelaide that her aunt was waiting for her
below in her carriage. Adelaide obeyed the summons, and with a lighter
heart than she had borne for many days, ran down the stairs to her
aunt. “He must speak out now,” thought she; “he must confess his love:”
and in the certainty that an explanation would take place when next
they met, she forgave Henry his interruption of their interview.
Warenne departed under the influence of very different feelings. He
was ashamed of his own irresolution, and afraid that he had acted
dishonourably in betraying the state of his mind to Adelaide. Ere
he reached his lodgings, however, the very consciousness of having
committed himself relieved his breast of much anxiety. He had not
again to weigh the value of the different arguments which love and
honour suggested, for the adoption of one line of conduct or the
other. Henceforth he had one only measure to embrace, viz. to lay his
fortunes, such as they were, at Miss Marston’s feet. He resolved to try
his fate on the following morning.
CHAPTER IV.
“Est-il point vray, ou si je l’ay songé,
Qu’il m’est besoin m’éloigner ou distraire
De votre amour, et en prendre congé?
Las! je le veux, et ne le puis faire—
Que dis-je, veux! Non, c’est tout le contraire,
Faire le puis, et ne le puis vouloir.”
Attributed to FRANÇOIS I.
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