Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Warenne at first read over this letter from his brother with pleasure,
and natural delight at the increased prosperity of his friends, but a
second perusal of it filled him with anxiety and doubt. Was there not
now an insuperable barrier raised against his pretensions to Adelaide?
If indeed he had made known his passion, it were not impossible that
a woman with her nobleness of spirit might only regard the addition
to her fortune as a means of increasing their mutual happiness. But
could he with honour ask her hand for the first time under these
changed circumstances? Must he not appear to her, and to the world, a
contemptible fortune hunter, who could live in her society for weeks,
and find her only worthy of attention when she became an heiress?
“O, Frank!” cried he aloud, as he paced his room despondingly, “your
gay letter is a bitter one to me. I must learn to tread in the dust
the bright visions fancy had formed; to crush my aspiring hopes, and
with blighted prospects, and a broken heart, to banish myself from that
sweet presence in which I would fain have passed my days—but better
that, than dishonour. There is no spot as yet on my name, and I will
not now sully it. Yes, the die is cast, I will rejoin my regiment.”
Though Warenne thus briefly settled the part which it became him to act
in this emergency, it cost him many an hour of bitter anguish before
he could carry his resolution into effect. He had never really loved
before, and he now loved with his whole soul; it seemed to him as if
his love was an essential portion of his existence, and that to tear
it from his breast was almost to destroy within him the principle of
vitality. He wrote however to Frank, to say that he should join him in
a few days; went to the Horse Guards to inquire if they projected any
alteration in the quarters of his regiment (for Calbury was not a town
in which troops were usually stationed), or had any orders for him with
respect to their particular employment; and called on Lord Framlingham
to inform him of his determination.
The old Lord received him with much civility, but, as it appeared to
Warenne, with less than his usual cordiality. There was also a degree
of earnestness in the manner in which he encouraged him to quit town
immediately, and assured him that government had received accounts of a
very unpleasant spirit pervading the neighbourhood of Calbury.
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