Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
The morrow came, and about the hour Henry had mentioned as that at
which his sister would probably receive him Warenne found himself in
Charles Street. Henry was alone in the drawing-room when he entered;
but in a few minutes Adelaide joined them. She had scarcely recovered
from the anxiety occasioned by the melancholy scenes she had so lately
witnessed, and was pale and languid, but the snowy whiteness of her
brow accorded well with the serious expression of her countenance, and
poor Warenne thought he had never seen her look so lovely. She received
him kindly; for, satisfied that he loved her, she saw no reason for
controlling the natural impulse of her heart; and for some little
time the whole party conversed on the events which had taken place
without hesitation, if not with cheerfulness. After a while, Henry,
who shrewdly suspected the state of his sister’s and of his friend’s
affections, found some excuse for quitting the room, and requesting
Warenne to await his return left him with Adelaide. The conversation
flagged—presently ceased altogether—Warenne, firm to his purpose
(but, much as that purpose had already cost him, knowing not until
this instant the utter misery he was about to entail upon himself)
could not bring himself to speak. Adelaide’s spirits had not regained
their usually cheerful flow, and their depression was increased by his
manifest uneasiness. The awkwardness of their situation each moment
became greater; at length Warenne, making an effort, in a hurried
manner uttered some common-place remark on an indifferent subject.
Adelaide gave the necessary assent, and again there was silence. He
made a second and a third attempt, but with no better success. He now
grew confused, and spoke at random upon every topic which presented
itself to his over-excited mind, until Adelaide, who could not but
recollect the very different manner in which their last interview had
concluded, knew not what to think. As she looked, however, on his
flushed cheek and unsteady eye that would not meet her’s, a suspicion
of the truth flashed across her mind. Could it be that he had formed
so unworthy an opinion of her as to conceive that her affections could
be influenced by her accession of fortune?—a moment’s reflection
assured her that his generous nature would spurn the thought; yet how,
since she knew not that her father had almost turned him from his
door, was she to interpret his behaviour? She was hurt, and angry with
him, and even, as by degrees she obtained a clearer insight into his
feelings, could not altogether divest herself of indignation, though
she pitied his sufferings. He might, she thought, if he really loved
her, sacrifice for her sake his fantastic notions of honour—for so they
then seemed to her,—and let her decide for herself whether or not she
thought his hand worth acceptance. She became colder and more formal,
until at length Warenne, unable to endure any longer her altered looks
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