Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
As Adelaide gave herself up, with the full warmth of her kind heart,
to the development of her benevolent intentions, and spoke to him
again with the freedom of former intimacy (perhaps glad in her inmost
soul to have a legitimate reason for resuming it, and perhaps even
not without a hope of leading him in turn to throw off restraint), he
became conscious, that should he attempt to speak, his voice would
falter, and that his eyes were but too ready to tell the forbidden tale
of constant unvarying affection. He dared not trust himself further
to temptation; making therefore a violent mental effort, and putting
even more than his former coldness into his tone, he hastily concluded
the conversation by remarking that her goodness in thus considering the
welfare of her poor fellow-creatures was above all praise. Adelaide
looked up, almost with astonishment, at this formal approbation of her
virtue, but said nothing. He coloured, as he felt her eye glance upon
him, yet firm to his purpose, would not recur to the subject of the
charities again. He sat silent and confused; turned over the leaves
of a book lying upon the table, hoping to extract from thence matter
for the continuance of their conversation, but in vain; his eyes could
neither follow the lines, nor his brain take in their purport. In
despair he returned again to the beauty of the country and the weather,
and once more there was a sound of voices. Badly, however, as they had
succeeded in conversing before their hearts had in some measure opened
to each other, now their attempt was ten times worse, and it was a
positive relief to both parties when Lord Framlingham accidentally came
in. Had he arrived a quarter of an hour sooner, he might not have been
satisfied with the aspect of affairs, which was decidedly inauspicious
to his schemes; as it was, they seemed to prosper, and he was pleased.
He spoke to Warenne with more kindness than usual. This filled the cup
of poor Warenne’s misery. He had looked to Lord Framlingham’s marked
repulsiveness of manner towards him, as the one circumstance that could
give Adelaide a favourable explanation of his own conduct towards her.
Muttering, therefore, something about seeking his brother and Henry, he
hurried away from Epworth, with the determination of never revisiting a
spot where he had endured such utter wretchedness.
Whether he would or could have executed this resolution it is
impossible to say, for the position in which he was placed was doomed
to undergo a change.
CHAPTER IX.
Libels and licentious discourses against the state, when they are
frequent and open; and in like sort false news often running up and
down to the disadvantage of the state, and hastily embraced, are among
the signs of troubles.
LORD BACON.
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