Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
There did not seem to exist a doubt in any of their minds as to what
her answer would be. The whole question had been from the beginning,
whether or not he would come to the point, and the lady’s privilege of
saying no, seemed in that family to be utterly forgotten. Ellen was too
young and too timid to discover it for herself, and she found herself
the affianced wife of a man, whom a fortnight before she had never
seen, and whom, during that fortnight, she had been taking care not to
prefer.
The affair was decided. The lover was all rapture—Captain Wareham
all satisfaction—Caroline all surprise that Mr. Cresford should have
behaved in so gentlemanlike a manner, not keeping her sister in
any uncertainty, but setting her mind at ease at once. She was too
good-natured and too affectionate, to feel any thing like envy, but she
wished Captain Barton had behaved in the same noble manner to her.
Ellen was surprised not to find herself happier on so quickly arriving
at that result, which had been the object of her sister’s wishes for
six years and a half. But she was afraid of Mr. Cresford. He was
easily hurt, easily offended; he was expecting, and jealous; he would
not allow her to go to any more of the balls; he scarcely liked to
see her acknowledge, much less shake hands with, any of her former
acquaintance. Ellen was subdued, rather than elated, by her approaching
nuptials. Caroline one day remarked upon her unusual seriousness, and
asked her if she and Mr. Cresford had not had a lovers’ quarrel.
“Oh, no,” replied Ellen; “but it is difficult, you know, sister, to
love a person all at once, particularly when one has been trying not
to like him at all. However, I dare say I shall soon, when I am more
accustomed to him. It is not easy to do just right; for a girl is not
to like a man till he proposes, and then she ought to love him very
much as soon as ever she is going to be married to him.”
Mr. Cresford was the only son of wealthy parents, and was accustomed
to find his wishes laws to those around him. His father had died when
he was barely twenty-one, and had left him at the head of a thriving
mercantile house.
He fell in love with Ellen at first sight,—he proposed at once, had
been accepted, and, following the course of his own impetuous passions,
was now eager that the wedding-day should be fixed. Captain Wareham had
no wish to postpone it, and in three weeks more Ellen left the paternal
roof as the wife of Mr. Cresford.
She was astounded and confused at the whole thing; she had not been
allowed time to become attached to him, even if he had been all a
maiden’s imagination could picture in its happiest day-dream. But there
was a want of refinement in the headlong course of his love, a want of
consideration; in fact, there was a selfishness, which did not win its
way to the heart of a very modest, very young, and very sensitive girl.
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