Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
At the end of the first six months of her widowhood she paid a visit
to Mr. and Mrs. Allenham, and it was a cordial to her heart to see
poor Caroline, who had always been frightened and subdued at home,
the joyous creature she now was. Her adoration of her husband knew no
bounds; she thought him the best, the cleverest, the wisest of human
beings. Her loving heart had at length found its proper resting-place,
and her humble service and devotion would have made any man, except
Mr. Allenham, appear in the light of a tyrant. But he was so gentle and
so kind, he smiled so gratefully at the little attentions which she
incessantly paid him, he so habitually preserved towards her the sort
of polished deference with which a man should always treat a woman (in
manner, at least, though he need not the more yield to her in deeds and
actions), that Ellen began to think it was possible for matrimony to be
a much happier state than she had found it.
It was not long after her arrival at Longbury, that she was one day
walking with her sister and her children in a retired green lane, which
was nearly bowered over by the trees on each side, when a gentleman on
horseback approached. A widow in her weeds is always an object of some
interest, and the horseman was wondering who that graceful creature
could be,—he was watching the sportive boundings of her children,
without attending to his own path, when a bough knocked off his hat
just as he was about to pass, and was trying to ascertain whether the
face corresponded with the form he admired. The little boy ran to
pick it up, and advanced fearlessly towards the horse. Ellen turned
round, half alarmed for her child. The stranger leaped to the ground to
receive the hat, saying at the same time, “Thank you, my fine fellow;
you are a brave boy.”
Ellen looked up with a pleased smile at the commendation of her darling
George, and the stranger thought he had never in his life seen so
beautiful a vision as that of the young widow with her close cap, her
marble forehead, her straight-marked eyebrows, and those lustrous eyes,
which gleamed so softly from beneath the hanging crape of her widow’s
bonnet. He bowed with profound respect, remounted his horse, and rode
on.
He longed to look back, but there was something so serenely pure and
holy in the expression of her countenance, that he felt it would be
almost sacrilege to betray even common admiration.
Caroline, whose career as a country town beauty had made her somewhat
alive to the glances of passers by, could not help saying to Ellen,
“That gentleman seemed quite struck when you turned round; I saw him
give a start of surprise, and the colour came into his face.”
“Oh, Caroline, how can you talk in that manner? there is something
horrid in the notion of a widow exciting any feeling but pity.” Ellen’s
delicacy shrank from such an idea, and they proceeded on their way in
silence.
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