Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“How strange!” said Mrs. Stanmore to herself. “Master and mistress
must have quarrelled desperately, somehow or another. And to think
how loving they did seem to be till just at last! Well, they say such
violent love is too hot to hold. I shall think of that when next Mr.
Perkins says a civil word to me, and give him a civil word in return,
for all he is not the man of my heart; for it’s my belief all the love
should be on the man’s side. How well my poor mistress and Mr. Cresford
went on, though he was so queer; and now she has got a husband she
loves, this is the end of it all! Ah! it does not do to make too much
of the men. If one has a man one does not care for, one has one’s wits
about one, to know how to manage him.”
While Mrs. Stanmore was making these sage reflections (in which there
is much deserving attention from the young and inexperienced), Ellen,
who could not sit still, and who was afraid to trust herself with her
child, wandered like an unquiet spirit about the house, longing to
visit every well-known room, and to bid each a sad adieu; but she met
servants in every direction carrying trunks and imperials in all the
bustle of departure.
She took refuge in her boudoir, from which the few things she meant to
carry with her were already removed. She looked round in silence and
in calmness. There was not an object which did not remind her of some
act of kindness of Algernon’s. A tap at the door startled her from the
abstraction in which she stood.
Mrs. Topham, the stately housekeeper, made her appearance.
“If you please, ma’am, I come for orders during your absence. If you
thought, ma’am, you should be away some little time, the furniture in
the chintz-room wants washing sadly, and perhaps, ma’am, it would be a
good opportunity to get it calendered.”
“Do just as you please, Mrs. Topham. I cannot attend to those things at
this moment.”
“Certainly, ma’am, I would not trouble you for the world; but Miss
Mason wished to know whether you would have them go on with master’s
neckcloths, or whether you wished the table-linen to be put in hand
immediately at the school.”
“Oh yes, Mrs. Topham.”
“What, the table-linen? or the neckcloths, did you mean, ma’am?”
“Either: it matters little! Mr. Hamilton will be at home in a few days,
and he will tell you. I am very ill, Mrs. Topham. I cannot—I cannot
answer you.” And tears for the first time that morning flowed from her
eyes.
There is nothing so strange as the causes which open the flood-gates of
woe. The vexation of being troubled with these trifles, and the feeling
that she had no longer a right to regulate them, that it would no
longer be her care to see to all these little household details, melted
her to tears, when all the deep and overwhelming bearings of the case
had not produced an inclination to weep.
Mrs. Topham departed, surprised, grieved, and a little offended.
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