Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
In man there may exist a preference towards the children of the woman
he loves, over those of the woman he has not loved—not so in the
gentler sex. It frequently happens that maternal affection is the more
powerful principle in those who have been disappointed in their hopes
of conjugal happiness. The heart whose tenderness has been repelled
in one quarter, expands and fixes itself in the one other lawful
direction, and Ellen’s love for her elder children fully equalled that
she felt for the child of Algernon.
She has taken her last kiss of them; she has for the last time wrapped
the handkerchiefs close round their throats to defend them from the
chill of the evening; she has for the thousandth time bade them be
good children, and implored them to remember all she has told them
concerning their duty to God, and to their fellow-creatures. Above all,
she made them both promise never to forget to say their prayers, and
added, “never forget to pray for me, my children.”
“No, no, mamma; but we shall see you again soon.”
“We will hope so, my loves—we shall, I trust, meet again, here, or
elsewhere,” and her eyes sought that Heaven to which her spirit longed
to flee, and be at rest.
“We are not always to remain with that pale dark stranger?”
“He is your father, my children. You owe to him the same duty you owe
to me.” But she could not bid them love him, obey him, watch his every
look, and attend to his every word, as they did to hers, for alas!
she remembered but too well what was his violent uncertain temper in
happier days, and she trembled to think to what guardianship their
helpless innocence was committed.
“If strangers,” she added, “should speak slightingly of me,
darlings,—my own dear good children will not believe them. I know they
will not.”
Once more they were locked in a long and close embrace—gradually she
relaxed her hold. Matilda, Caroline, Captain Wareham gently unwound
them from her. The awe-struck children let themselves be quietly
withdrawn, and when Ellen recovered from her swoon, they were with
their father some miles on the road to London.
What were Cresford’s emotions?—Such was the tumult of his soul they
could scarcely be defined. The circumstances under which the children
had been introduced to their father were not such as to inspire them
with filial affection; and, notwithstanding their mother’s parting
injunction, they looked upon him with fear and horror, as the stranger
who had made mamma so unhappy, and had taken them away from her in such
a hurry. They could not the least comprehend what was meant by this
man’s being their father, for they remembered wearing black frocks for
a long time, because their father was dead.
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