Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“Yes, I know that well enough,” answered Lucy, with a shade of
pettishness in her tone; “I can say no as well as anybody, if I please,
and mamma says she would not influence my choice for the world; but
it certainly is very true what mamma says, that I am so giddy I should
always be getting into scrapes if I was to marry anybody as young
and as giddy as myself. It was only yesterday she was talking about
it, after Lord Montreville had brought me that beautiful bouquet of
orange-flowers; and she asked me whether I had any objection in the
world to him, and whether I did not think him clever, and agreeable,
and good-natured, and whether there was any body else I thought more
clever, or more agreeable, or more good-natured, and I’m sure I can’t
think of any body just now. Lord Slenderdale and Mr. Desmond are
handsomer, to be sure; but mamma would be shocked to hear me talk about
beauty in that kind of way. It does not sound well in a girl, you
know,” Then, after a pause, she added, “Did you think John handsome?”
“I believe other folks called him a fine young man, but I am sure I
never thought nothing at all about his looks.”
“Oh!” thought Lucy, “mamma is quite right; girls should not set any
value on the exterior—one should only think of the mind. Besides, Lord
Montreville is still very good-looking.” Presently she continued, “Did
you think John very clever, Milly?”
“La! miss, I don’t know, I am sure. The schoolmaster never said no
other than that he was a very good boy at his book, but I never thought
about his scholarship. That was no business of mine.”
“Was John agreeable, and pleasant, amusing, you know, to talk to.”
“He was always pleasant to me, I’m sure; he never gave me a bad word
nor an unkind look in his life, and he was always very agreeable to
any thing I wished; and, as to being amusing, why we always had other
things to think of, than amusing ourselves, so I can’t justly say.”
“Oh!” thought Lucy, “he was a good creature, but evidently very stupid
and dull; and Lord Montreville is so lively and agreeable!”
The result of this conversation was, that Lucy went to bed, pleased
with Lord Montreville, and not quite pleased with Milly. She went to
sleep and dreamed she was the Marchioness of Montreville, chaperoning
her sister Emma to Almack’s. People cannot prevent their dreams. “In
vino veritas.” Likewise, in dreams, there is truth. Many a weakness,
many a secret preference, which the waking thoughts would not be
guilty of harbouring, have been revealed to the dreamer in visions
over which he, or she, had no control. The emulator of Milly’s pure,
disinterested, uncompromising, uncalculating affection, would never
wittingly have allowed the idea of worldly vanities and splendours
to have influenced her mind; but I fear we should lower our heroine
too much in the opinion of the young and romantic reader, were we to
inquire too deeply into the degree in which they did influence her view
of the subject.
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