Recollections of the eventful life of a soldierDonaldson, Joseph
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Recollections of the eventful life of a soldier
Donaldson, Joseph
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives
He had by dint of application to the principles of the language,
and a talent for acquiring it, gained a tolerable knowledge of the
Portuguese, and at this time he held a situation which exempted him
in a degree from military duty, and left him time to associate with
some of the inhabitants who were fond of his conversation, and felt
friendly towards him. It was by this means he became acquainted with
a female whose charms had captivated him. She was niece to one
of the principal inhabitants, and about fifteen or sixteen years
of age. In her he imagined he had found the long cherished ideal
mistress of his soul, on whom he had lavished more accomplishments
and perfections than would have made an angel in our degenerate
days. I was, of course, his confidant, and certainly, of all I had
ever heard or read of love’s extravagance, I witnessed it in him.
He could neither eat nor sleep; every spare moment that he had was
spent on a small eminence opposite the house where she lived, gazing
at the windows, in hopes to catch a glance at her; here he would
sit luxuriating in all the wild uncertainty of hope, anticipation,
and despair, which lovers commonly indulge in, and although his
familiarity with the family might have gained him access to her
company any time he pleased, he grew diffident of visiting them, and
even shrunk from the idea of speaking to herself on the subject. He
poured all his doubts and hopes in my ear, and he could not have
found one to whom they were more interesting. Of the same romantic
temperament, I shared in all his sensations. Seeing the state of mind
in which he was placed by his violent attachment, I recommended him
strongly that he should endeavour to gain an interview, and speak
to her on the subject; but he considered this impracticable, as the
sight of her never failed to agitate him in such a manner, that it
robbed him of all power of utterance. Thus situated, and willing
to render my friend a service, through my interest with a family
whom she was in the habit of visiting, I brought about an interview
between the parties; and here, for the first time, I saw Maria. She
was certainly a very pretty, good-humoured, lively girl, but in my
opinion very far indeed from the paragon of perfection which Henry
was inclined to think her; but I felt not the magic influence of
that power, which, like the philosopher’s stone, can transmute the
baser metals into gold. Little satisfaction accrued to Henry from
this meeting, but it subsequently led to others in which the parties
came to a mutual explanation, and he had reason to hope that he
was not regarded by her with indifference. From this time their
interviews were more frequent and less guarded; and visiting her aunt
frequently, although he could not converse freely with Maria, still
their eyes, which ‘looked unutterable things,’ were not sufficiently
restrained, and the old lady began to suspect the truth; the tattle
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