Recollections of the eventful life of a soldierDonaldson, Joseph
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Recollections of the eventful life of a soldier
Donaldson, Joseph
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives
I had been placed on guard that morning, nor did I know anything of
what had occurred, until Henry was brought to the guard-house, where
he was ordered to be particularly watched. I went over to speak
to him, but he looked at me with a vacant stare, nor did he seem
conscious of what I said. Sitting down in a corner, he remained with
his eyes fixed on the floor for some time, then rising, he walked
about with a hurried pace, while his countenance showed the burning
fever of his mind; a fit of tenderness succeeded, and he raved of all
that had happened, which I only could understand. To me it was a most
affecting scene, for I had no hope that his reason would return, and
I contemplated the wreck of his mind, as one would do the destruction
of all that was dear to him. I watched him attentively during the
night, and towards morning nature became so far exhausted, that he
fell into a confused slumber. When he awoke, the naked reality of his
situation struck him intensely. He perceived me, and stretching out
his hand, he burst into tears. In broken accents he informed me of
the death of all his hopes; but his mind was unstrung—he could not
think connectedly.
At this time he was sent for to attend at the colonel’s lodgings.
The noble character of our commanding officer was particularly shown
in the sympathy and concern which he evinced for the unfortunate
Henry; he entered into all his feelings, and alternately soothed and
reasoned with him, until he had brought him to a calmer state of
mind; then after expressing the kindest solicitude for his welfare,
he dismissed him to his quarters, telling him at the same time, that
he would use his interest to gain the consent of her relations to
the match, and that nothing should be wanting on his part to bring
the affair to a happy conclusion. This, in some measure, restored
the balm of hope to Henry’s mind; but, alas! it was only a temporary
relief, for although Colonel L. faithfully kept his promise, and
several of the officers who were on good terms with the family used
their utmost endeavours in his behalf, it was all to no purpose,—the
more they pressed, the more obstinate they became.
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