The breeze comes more freshly over the wet grasses and flowers, and blows in little fickle puffs against St. John's bronzed cheeks and Esther's carnation ones. The girl's heart is pulsing with a keen, sharp joy; all the keener, as the heaven's blue is deeper for the clouds that hover about it. "I shall have him all to myself for three hours," she is saying inwardly; "he will speak to no one but me; he will hear no one else's voice (she forgets the parson and the clerk). Surely Bob may spare me these three hours, and just a few more, out of the great long life during which I shall tramp-tramp at his side! Three hours: "Then let come what come may No matter if I go mad, I shall have had my day." "Let me carry your prayer book?" "No, thanks; it is not heavy" (retaining it, mindful of a certain inscription in the fly-leaf). "I am like a retriever; I like to have something to carry" (taking it from her with gentle violence). "'_Esther Craven_ from _Robert Brandon_.' Who _is_ Robert Brandon when he is at home?" (speaking rather shortly.) Esther's heart leaps into her mouth. Shall she tell him _now_, this minute, without giving herself time for second thoughts, which are not by any means always best? Shall she lift off the weight of compunction, anxiety, shame, that has been pressing upon her for the last fortnight?--let it fall down, as the dead albatross fell from the Ancient Mariner's neck-- "Like lead into the sea?" The subject has introduced itself naturally, easily, without any of the dragging in by the head and shoulders of the officiously-volunteered confessions that she had salved her conscience by deprecating. Shall she, with strong, brave hand, push away all hope of the fine house and the broad lands, of the carriages and horses, the roses and pine-apples, the down pillows and fragrances of life? Shall she courageously, nobly, and yet in mere bare duty, turn away from the fairy prince and return to her hovel and scullionship? Shall she, or shall she not? "Who _is_ Robert Brandon?" repeats St. John, rather crossly. In the second that follows Esther's life destiny is settled. She refuses the good and chooses the evil. ("He is the man I am engaged to," that is what she ought to have said.) "He is in the ----th foot." This is what she does say, blushing till the tears come into her eyes, turning away her head, and feeling stabbed through and through with shame. "An ally of yours?" (quickly.) "I have known him all my life," she answers, evasively. "I thought he was a very young child, from this specimen of his caligraphy," remarks Gerard, superciliously, examining Bob's sprawly, slanty characters. "He would be none the worse for a few writing lessons." Esther is a mean young woman: she feels ashamed of her poor lover, and his pothooks and hangers, and yet vexed with St. John for sneering at them.