Esther's eyes are brillianter than their wont; her cheeks are flushed
with a deeper hue than the crimson lips of a foreign shell, but it
is not the flush of a newly-departed sleep. The angel of slumber has
passed by the portals of her brain, as the destroying angel passed
by the blood-painted lintels of Israel. Thoughts sweeter than virgin
honey, thoughts bitterer than gall, have kept her wakeful. Ere she
went to bed, she spent three hours in writing letters of dismissal to
Brandon, and at the end left him undismissed. "I _cannot_ write it to
him!" she cries, sitting up in bed in the dark, and flinging out blind
arms into the black nothingness around her; "anything written sounds so
harsh, so abrupt, so hard. I must tell him myself very gradually and
gently, and tell him how sorry I am, and beg him to forgive me, and
cry--go down on my knees, perhaps. No; I should look such a fool if I
did that! After all, no one cries long over spilt milk--least of all
any one so sensible and utterly unimaginative as poor dear Bob." And
with that, thinking in a disparaging, hold-cheap way of him and his
love, she turns the pillow over to try and find a cooler place on the
under side for her burning face to rest on.
* * * * *
"Two dissyllabic names now passing many mouths by three dissyllabic
names are here expressed," reads Miss Blessington, with distinct
gravity, after breakfast that morning, out of an acrostic book that
lies on the work-table before her, while Esther sits opposite with
pencil and paper, ready to write down the products of the joint wisdom
of their two minds. But the top of the pencil is being bitten by the
young scribe's short white teeth, and her eyes are straying away
absently--away through the open window and out to the sunshiny sward,
where two of St. John's dogs, forbidden by Sir Thomas on pain of death,
to set paw within the house, are rolling over one another, making
abortive bites at each other's hind legs, and waggishly, with much
growling and mumbling, taking each other's heads into their mouths.
"That is the whole," continues Constance. "These are the proofs; a
woman, a wise man, a king, a poet, a beauty!"
Silence.
"A woman!" says Miss Blessington, cogitatively, resting her smooth chin
on her hand, and looking vaguely round at the cabinets and busts for
inspiration.
Esther makes no suggestion.
"A woman!" repeats Miss Blessington, raising her voice a little.
Esther comes back to consciousness with a little jump. "Oh! I beg your
pardon; I don't think I was attending. A----what did you say?"
"A woman!" repeats Miss Blessington, for the third and last time.
"A woman!" echoes Esther, vacantly; "that is rather vague, is it not?
There have been a good many women, one way or another."
"Let us try the next, then," says Constance, obligingly: "A wise man."
"Solomon!" answers Esther, glibly.
"I said a _dis_syllable name," remarks Constance, with gentle asperity.
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