"She is ready to fulfil her promise," he answers, evasively. "She is
willing to marry me whenever I like, as I told you before--to-morrow!
to-night! this instant, if I wish!"
"For a home, of course; one can understand that, in her situation,"
says his mother, in a tone of slighting pity.
Bob perceives, and is stung by it.
"No, not for a home!" he answers, indignantly. "Poor soul! she may have
that without paying such a heavy toll for it."
"To what motive, then, do you ascribe her willingness?"
"She told me that she liked me better than any one else in the world,"
he answers, with the reluctance of one who is making a statement that
he believes will not be credited by the auditor to whom it is addressed.
"My poor simple boy! and you believed her?" (with a sort of
compassionate scorn).
He hesitates. "I believe that she meant what she said at the moment,"
he replies, doubtfully.
"If there was such perfect harmony of opinion between you, why was the
engagement broken, may I ask?" she inquires, a little sharply.
No answer, except quickened breathing, and a frown slightly contracting
his climate-bronzed forehead.
"Was it--oh, my dear boy! if it was so, no one can respect your
scruples more than I do--was it because you were not quite sure that
she was one of the Lord's people?"
"Oh, dear, no," answers the young man, quickly, with scarcely repressed
impatience in his tone--"nothing of the kind. God forbid my being so
presumptuously uncharitable! How am I to know who is, or who is not?
All I know is that if she is not, neither am I; and I trust, mother,
that you will find, by-and-bye, that they are not quite such, a scanty
nation as you seem to imagine."
"A higher authority than I am has expressly designated them 'a little
flock,'" says the old woman, sententiously, pursing up her mouth;
"but far be it from me to wish to judge, whatever you may imply. But
I am still waiting to hear what your motive was for breaking your
engagement, a motive which you seem to have such an unaccountable
difficulty in telling me."
He looks down, for an instant or two, biting his lips, then speaks
petulantly:
"Why should I tell you, mother?--why should I tell any one? A man's
_motives_ are his own concern, whatever his actions may be; if mine are
strong enough to satisfy myself and her, surely that is enough."
"Oh, of course," answers his mother, rather nettled at what she
considers a want of confidence; "only that, unless I am put in
possession of the circumstances of the case, I really don't see how I
can be expected to give advice----"
"I don't want advice," interrupts the young man, eagerly. "I want a
much better thing--assistance."
"Assistance in what?"
"Why, in hindering that poor girl," he says, with warmth, "from being
thrown upon the world penniless, helpless, and without a friend, as she
will be after the sale at Glan-yr-Afon."
"Not without a friend, as long as you are alive, Bob; one can answer
for that!" rejoins his mother, rather tartly.
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