Why are the waters in which we set our feet at the last more coldly
awful than those out of which we stepped at the first? Both--both,
are they not portions of the great sea of Eternity that floweth ever
round Time's little island? A clock is wound up for a certain number
of hours; when that number of hours has elapsed, it stops. Our more
complicated machinery is wound up to go for a certain number of years,
months, days; when that number of years, months, and days is elapsed,
we stop--that is all. What is this life, about the taking or keeping of
which we make such a clamour, as if it were some great, costly, goodly
thing?
"It is but a watch or a vision
Between a sleep and a sleep."
It is cowardly, disloyal, say they, for a soldier to desert the post
at which he has been set. Ay, but the galley-slave, chained to an oar,
if he can but break his chain and be gone, may flee away, and none
blame him. A prisoner that is not on parole, what shall hinder him from
escaping? If he can but burst his bars, and draw his strong bolts, may
he not out and away into the free air? If, before our birth, in that
unknown pre-existence of ours at which backward-reaching memory catches
not, we, standing looking into life, had said, "Oh, Master, give me of
this life! I know not what it is, but I would fain taste it; and if
Thou givest it to me, I swear to Thee to keep and guard it carefully,
as long as I may----." But have we ever so asked for it? Has it not
been thrust upon us, undesiring, unconsulted, as a gift that is neither
of beauty nor of price? Who can chide us, if, laying it down meekly at
the everlasting feet, we say, "Oh, Great Builder! take back that house
in which, a reluctant tenant, Thou hast placed me. Resume Thy gift; it
is a burden too heavy for me! Lay it, I pray Thee, on shoulders that
mayhap may bear it stoutlier!"
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