And, alas! alas! the best is not very good. He is thirty now, and--the
Gerards are a long-lived, tough race--he may live till ninety. He
asks himself, now and then, in a sort of startled terror, is he to
see opposite him at breakfast, every day for the next sixty years,
this carven face, changeless as the stone saints on the walls of
Felton Church? Of all the one-half of creation, is this unsuggestive,
unresponsive, negative woman to be his sole portion? "It is her
misfortune that she is not a woman of science," as Mr. Shandy mildly
remarked of his wife, "but she _might_ ask a question." Strive as he
may against the conviction, the yoke that he has taken upon himself
in careless apathy has already begun to gall his withers. And yet
it was not (as you may imagine) _pique_ that first made Gerard Miss
Blessington's lover. It was partly that numb indifference as to
anything that might happen to him, that always follows a great blow,
partly sheer weariness of his father's importunities upon the subject
of his marriage.
He is the last scion of a family that has come down in direct male
line from a Norman robber: if it be tersely predicated of him on his
tombstone that he died S. P., the Hall, and the lake, and the wide fat
lands will go to some distant needy cousins, with whom Sir Thomas is
at dagger's drawing, and for whom he cherishes a hatred livelier even
than that which poachers, Irish beggars, and vulpecides inspire in his
gentle breast. The fact of his responsibilities has been chimed into
St. John's ears till he is rather weary of it: he has been hearing it
for the last five-and-twenty years--ever since indeed, that solemn day
when, petticoats being cast aside, he was invested with the virile
dignity of round jacket and breeches.
"Why don't we cut off the entail?" he asks impatiently, one day,
shortly after Esther's visit--a visit which has naturally given him a
greater distaste for the subject than he had ever before experienced.
"You and I together can do it, cannot we, Sir Thomas, and leave
the property to the Foundling, or Hanwell, or to some hospital or
penitentiary, where it would do a deal more good, I don't doubt, than
it ever has in our hands?" But he does not mean it; his pride in the
old house and the old name is as great, though not as offensively
shown, as his father's.
"It's all your cursed selfishness," says his parent, strutting and
fuming about, one morning, over the crimson and ash-coloured squares of
the library carpet; puffing out his feathers, as it were, and beginning
to gobble-obble. "You prefer your lazy, lounging club life, your French
chef, and d----d sybarite habits, to everything else under heaven;
you don't reflect that, when a man has been given such advantages as
yours, he owes corresponding duties to his country and his estate,
and--and--and his _father_----" concludes Sir Thomas, rather at a loss
for a peroration.
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