"No more there is. He has no more idea of dying _really_ than you have;
less, probably. You may break your neck out hunting, and he cannot
well break his out of his armchair. When a person has got into such a
confirmed habit of living as he has," she concludes, drily, "they find
it extremely difficult to break themselves of it."
He smiles.
"After all," she continues, thoughtfully, "since it is wear-and-tear
of mind, brain and heart-work, that drives people to the churchyard, I
don't see any reason why mere sleeping and eating machines should not
go on for ever."
It would be impossible to imagine a more innocent dialogue than the
foregoing, would not it? But the interlocutors have involuntarily
fallen into a very gentle saunter, as two people that, finding each
other's society agreeable, are in no haste to part. With his horse's
bridle carelessly thrown over his arm, a small muddy scarlet gentleman
strolls along with his face turned with interest towards his companion,
who is chattering away to him freely and readily--not as having any
particular partiality for him, but as being something young, friendly,
compassionate.
This is the picture--invested by twilight with an air of mystery that
it would not have worn in daylight--that salutes the eyes of a second
and larger scarlet gentleman, splashing home through the puddles on
a tired horse. As he passes them, Gerard (for it is he) pulls up his
horse into a walk, for he would not have the incivility to cover any
woman with dirt, even though the woman in question be a vile greedy
coquette, to whose insatiable vanity all men are meat. Then, raising
his hat stiffly, he rides on without speaking. As he trots homeward
through the dusk, the thought flashes into his writhing heart: "It was
an assignation! She arranged it with him on the day he came to call.
Damnable flirt! Is not she satisfied with _two_ ruined lives? Is she
fool enough to think that Linley will marry her? A nice time of night
for a respectable young woman to be out walking with a man she has only
seen twice in her life! And I heard her tell Mrs. Blessington the other
day that she never went outside the park-gates! Liar! What man was ever
deep enough to be up to a woman's tricks? She'll go to the dogs, as
sure as fate, if she is left to herself! Pshaw! I daresay she knows the
way there already. She is _so_ young; shall I warn her? Shall I speak
to her? Not I. Thank God, it is no business of mine!"
"Gerard!" says Linley, as, having passed them, he strikes into a brisk
trot--looking as if he were going to his own funeral, and just about to
join the _cortège_. "Certainly being in love don't improve him; he is
not half the fellow he was last season."
But Esther, in the moment of his passing them, had caught a glimpse of
the eager white anger of his face, and she hardly hears. "I'm afraid
Mr. Gerard thought it odd my being out so late," she says, trembling
with recollected fear of those altered, wrathful eyes.
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