But looking at a person with ever such warm approbation will not
recover them from a swoon. What is he to do? He is horribly puzzled, so
seldom before has he seen a fainted fellow-Christian. Vague ideas of
having heard of burnt feathers held under nostrils recur to his mind.
But whence to obtain feathers, unless he takes a pair of scissors and
snips a hole in the feather-bed? There is nothing in all the great room
more feathery than the stumpy end of an old quill pen, with which Miss
Craven is wont to indite her small accounts. Another specific flashes
before his mental eye. Smelling-salts! He walks to the dressing-table,
and carefully overlooks its slender load: brushes and combs, a Bible,
and a fat pincushion--neither essence, unguent, nor scent of any kind.
Esther's toilette apparatus is but meagre. Shall he throw cold water
over her? What! and deluge all the ginger moreen bed, thereby making
it an even more undesirable resting-place than it is at present? Quite
at a loss what to do, he returns to the bedside, and begins to chafe
her cold hands between his two warm ones. Then he stoops over her,
trying to discover any smallest sign of returning consciousness. When
his lips are so close to hers, how can he help laying them yet closer?
Men seldom do resist any temptation, unless it is very weak, and the
objections to it very overwhelming. This temptation is not weak, and
there are absolutely no objections to it. No one will ever know of this
theft--not even the person upon whom it is committed: it will do her
no harm, and to kiss her even thus unknowing, unreturning, gives him a
bitter joy. But, having once kissed her, he refrains himself, nor lays
his lips a second time upon hers. Something of shame comes over him,
as one that has taken advantage of another's helplessness--one that,
for an instant, has let the brute within him get the upper hand of the
man. Only he caresses gently her two cold hands, and his eyes dwell on
her face, watching longingly for the first small symptom of back-coming
life. His patience is rewarded, after a time; after a time there
comes a quivering about the eyelids, a tremor about the mouth--then a
deep-drawn sighing respiration. Always with a sigh does the soul come
back to its dark cottage, having journeyed away from it for awhile. The
curtain-lids sweep back from the spirit's windows; and, pale and clear,
her eyes' dark glories shine upon him, conscious yet bewildered. Then
a little stealing red, like the tint that dwelt in a sea-shell's lips,
flows into each pure cheek; then comes full consciousness, and with
it recollected terrors. "Where is he?" she asks, in a low frightened
voice. "Is he gone?--did he get in?--did he hurt you?"
"He was not a very formidable burglar, after all," Gerard answers,
with a reassuring smile: "it was only Thomas, who had been seeing his
sweetheart home, and was trying to get into the house without being
heard."
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