One day at dinner, when Bessy was beginning a little sour adaptation
of the text, "The lust of the flesh, the lust of the eye," &c., to
Esther, he interrupted her with downright outspoken anger and rebuke;
and, though he apologised to her afterwards, and begged her pardon for
having spoken rudely to her, yet she felt that that theme must not be
dealt with again. He had promised to love her always in all loyalty,
and whether she were loyal or disloyal to him made no difference. He
will let no man, woman, or child speak evil of her in his hearing:
".........love is not love
That alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove."
Jack Craven, too, is beginning to wonder a little when Esther is going
to return to the old farmhouse--beginning to feel rather lonely as he
sits by himself on the window-ledge of an evening, smoking his pipe,
with no one to take it out of his mouth now, and thinking on his unpaid
for steam ploughs and sterile mountain-fields, with no one to speak
comfortably to him, or console him with sweet illogical logic.
"All is not gold that glitters." Care gets up behind the man, however
fine a horse he may be riding. Care is sitting _en croupe_ behind Miss
Craven, and she cannot unseat him. It strikes her sometimes with a
shock of fear that she is succeeding _too_ well; that the admiration
and liking and love she had hankered so greedily after, had striven
unfairly for, had made wicked lightnings from her eyes to obtain, was
ready to be poured out lavishly, eagerly, honestly at her feet, and she
dare not put out a finger to take them up. She had been walking miles
and miles of nights, up and down her bedroom, from door to window, from
window to door, when all the rest of the house are abed and asleep.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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