"I shall miss you dreadfully." Lady Newhaven perceived suddenly, and
with resentment, that Rachel was anxious to go.
"I do not think you will miss me."
"I don't know why you say that. You have been so dear and sympathetic.
You understand me much better than mamma. And then mamma was always so
fond of Edward. She cried for joy when I was engaged to him. She said
her only fear was that I should not appreciate him. She never could see
that he was in fault. I must say he was kind to her. I do wish I was not
obliged to have her now. I know she will do nothing but talk of him. Now
I come to think of it, do stay, Rachel."
"There is a reason why I can't stay, and why you won't wish me to stay
when I tell it you."
"Oh, Mr. Vernon! I saw you and him holding hands in the dusk. But I
don't mind if you marry him, Rachel. I believe he is a good sort of a
young man--not the kind I could ever have looked at; but what does that
matter? I am afraid it has rankled in your mind that I once warned you
against him. But, after all, it is your affair, not mine."
"I was not going to speak of Mr. Vernon."
Lady Newhaven sighed impatiently. She did not want to talk of Rachel's
affairs. She wanted, now the funeral was over, to talk of her own. She
often said there were few people with less curiosity about others than
herself.
Rachel pulled herself together.
"Violet," she said, "we have known each other five months, haven't we?"
"Yes, exactly. The first time you came to my house was that dreadful
night of the drawing of lots. I always thought Edward drew the short
lighter. It was so like him to turn it off with a laugh."
"I want you to remember, if ever you think hardly of me, that during
those five months I did try to be a friend. I may have failed, but--I
did my best."
"But you did not fail. You have been a real friend, and you will always
be so, dear Rachel. And when Hugh and I are married you will often come
and stay with us."
A great compassion flooded Rachel's heart for this poor creature, with
its house of cards. Then her face became fixed as a surgeon's who gets
out his knife.
"I think I ought to tell you--you ought to know--that I care for Mr.
Scarlett."
"He is mine," said Lady Newhaven instantly, her blue eyes dilating.
"He is unmarried, and I am unmarried," said Rachel, hoarsely. "I don't
know how it came about, but I have gradually become attached to him."
"He is not unmarried. It is false. He is my husband in the sight of
Heaven. I have always, through everything, looked upon him as such."
This seemed more probable than that Heaven had so regarded him. Rachel
did not answer. She had confided her love to no one, not even to Hester;
and to speak of it to Lady Newhaven had been like tearing the words out
of herself with hot pincers.
"I knew he was poor, but I did, not know he was as poor as that," said
Lady Newhaven, after a pause.
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