"I had not done nothing," he repeated. "And I'd kept my 'tato for her.
It's that--that--I don't mind about my arm. I'm Christian soldiers about
my arm; but it's that--that--"
"That hurts you in your heart," said the Bishop, putting his arm round
him.
"Yes," said Regie, producing a tight little ball that had once been a
handkerchief. "Auntie Hester and I were such friends. I told her all my
secrets, and she told me hers. I knew long before, when she gave father
the silver cream-jug, and about Fraeulein's muff. If it was a mistake,
like father treading on my foot at the school-feast, I should not mind,
but she did it on purpose."
The Bishop's brow contracted. Time was ebbing away, ebbing away like a
life. Yet Dr. Brown's warning remained in his ears. "If the child is
frightened of her, and screams when he sees her, I won't answer for the
consequences."
"Is that your little dog?" he said, after a moment's thought.
"Yes, that is Boulou."
"Was he ever in a trap?" asked the Bishop, with a vague recollection of
the ways of clergymen's dogs, those "little rifts within the lute,"
which so often break the harmony between a sporting squire and his
clergyman.
"He was once. Mr. Pratt says he hunts, but father says not, that he
could not catch anything if he tried."
"I had a dog once," said the Bishop, "called Jock. And he got in a trap
like Boulou did. Now, Jock loved me. He cared for me more than anybody
in the world. Yet, as I was letting him out of the trap, he bit me. Do
you know why he did that?"
"Why?"
"Because the trap hurt him so dreadfully that he could not help biting
something. He did not really mean it. He licked me afterwards. Now,
Auntie Hester was like Jock. She was in dreadful, dreadful pain like a
trap, and she hit you like Jock bit me. But Jock loved me best in the
world all the time. And Auntie Hester loves you, and is your friend she
tells secrets to, all the time."
"Mother says she does not love me really. It was only pretence." Regie's
voice shook. "Mother says she must never come back, because it might be
baby next. She said so to father."
"Mother has made a mistake. I'm so old that I know better even than
mother. Auntie Hester loves you, and can't eat any breakfast till you
tell her you don't mind. Will you come with me and kiss her, and tell
her so? And we'll make up a new secret on the way."
"Yes," said Regie, eagerly, his wan little face turning pink. "But
mother?" he said, stopping short.
"Run and get your coat on. I will speak to mother. Quick, Regie."
Regie rushed curveting out of the room. The Bishop followed more slowly,
and went into the drawing-room where Mr. and Mrs. Gresley were sitting
by the fireless hearth. The drawing-room fire was never lit till two
o'clock.
"Regie goes with me of his own free will," he said; "so that is settled.
He will be quite safe with me, Mrs. Gresley."
"My wife demurs at sending him," said Mr. Gresley.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account