"Do you ever find people do what you would have done if you had been in
their place?"
"No, never. They don't seem to see it. It's a thing I can't understand
the way people don't act up to their convictions. And I do know, though
I would not tell Hester so for worlds, that the fact that she goes on
living comfortably in the country after bringing out that book makes
thoughtful people, not me, of course, but other earnest-minded people,
think she is a humbug."
"It would--naturally," said Rachel.
"Well, now I am glad you agree with me, for I said something of the same
kind to Mr. Scarlett last night, and he could not see it. He's rather
obtuse. I dare say you remember him?"
"Perfectly."
"I don't care about him, he is so superficial, and Miss Barker says he
is very lethargic in conversation. I asked him because--don't breathe a
word of it--but because, as a married woman, one ought to help others,
and--do you remember how he stood up for Hester that night in London?"
"For her book, you mean."
"Well, it's all one. Men are men, my dear. Let me tell you he would
never have done that if he had not been in love with her."
"Do you mean that men never defend obvious truths unless they are in
love?"
"Now you are pretending to misunderstand me," said Sybell, joyously,
making her little squirrel face into a becoming pout. "But it's no use
trying to take me in. And it's coming right. He's there at this moment!"
"At the Vicarage?"
"Where else? I asked him to go. I urged him. I said I felt sure she
expected him. One must help on these things."
"But if he is obtuse and lethargic and superficial, is he likely to suit
Hester?"
"My dear, the happiest lot for a woman is marriage. And you and I are
Hester's friends. So we ought to do all we can for her happiness. That
is why I just mentioned this."
The dressing-gong began to boom.
"I must fly," said Sybell, depositing a butterfly kiss on Rachel's
forehead. And she flew.
"I wish I knew what I felt about him," said Rachel to herself. "I don't
much like hearing him called obtuse and superficial, but I suppose I
should like still less to hear Sybell praise him. I have never heard her
praise anything but mediocrity yet."
If Rachel had been at all introspective she might have found a clew as
to her feeling for Hugh in the unusual care with which she arranged her
hair, and her decision at the last moment to discard the pale-green gown
lying in state on the bed for a white satin one embroidered at long
intervals with rose-colored carnations. The gown was a masterpiece,
designed especially for her by a great French milliner. Rachel often
wondered whose eyesight had been strained over those marvellous
carnations, but to-night she did not give them a thought. She looked
with grave dissatisfaction at her pale, nondescript face and nondescript
hair and eyes. She did not know that only women with marriageable
daughters saw her as she saw herself in the glass.
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