"What was the proper thing?" she asked captiously. "I am quite
accustomed to walking home in the dark."
"Proper to act up to your opinion of me, and be self-sacrificing,
perhaps." He paused, then said, suddenly, "Don't let us quarrel, Miss
Carmichael; it is such a lovely evening."
True a thousand-fold! True beyond measure! The light had left
everything, save the sky and the sea as they walked on side by side
silently.
"How's the patient?" he said, at last, reverting somewhat to the old,
airy, half-bantering tone.
"Well; thanks to you. If he had walked home he might have been laid up
for days."
"I did as little as I could, I assure you."
"On the contrary, you did more than was necessary. Paul told me how
you comforted him, and sang songs all the way to cheer him up."
She would not allow him this denial of his own virtues, or accept his
estimate of himself.
"That was to cheer myself up, and forget my dislike to carrying a
dirty little boy, I expect. The study of one's own motives, Miss
Carmichael----"
He got no further, for she turned to him with a quick gesture of
pained denial. "Don't--please don't. Why should you slander yourself?"
Something in her tone roused a response in him for a moment, but the
next he had smothered it in a sort of reckless desire to shock this
girl with the intelligent, trustful eyes--to force her from her belief
in him.
"Slander," he echoed; "there is no slander, I assure you. What do you
know about my life? Would it help you to understand my complicated
state of mind about that boy, for instance, if I told you that I was
once madly in love with his mother, and that I still think her the
most beautiful woman I ever saw?"
He had not intended this confidence; yet now he had given it, he did
not regret the impulse, nor did he wonder at it, since the thought of
that past idyll had been interfering so much with the present one
during the afternoon, that he felt inclined to get rid of both once
and for all.
"I have always heard she was very beautiful," replied Marjory, slowly;
"but, of course, I did not know----"
He burst into a hard laugh. "That I fell in love with her! Really,
Miss Carmichael, you are most disconcertingly cool!"
"I was going to say," she put in, unmoved, "that I did not know she
was the sort of person----"
"I would fall in love with? Indeed! Perhaps, as you appear to have
formed some sort of estimate as to the qualities likely to attract me,
you might give me a hint or two. It might help me in the selection of
a wife." He hardly knew what he was saying, for his temper had got the
better of him; indeed, he did not care for the moment what he said,
save that it should be something that would put an end to this
confidence of hers. But he had reckoned without her absolute
unconsciousness; what is more, without her fearlessness and high
spirit.
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