Red Spider, Volume 1 (of 2)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Red Spider, Volume 1 (of 2)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
He knew well enough the red cloak Honor had given away. He knew that it
had belonged to her mother, and that Honor prized it highly, and that it
was very necessary to her.
Let him excuse himself as he would, a sense of degradation oppressed him
which he was unable to shake off.
The behaviour of his comrades had changed towards him, and this galled
him. After leaving the circus he had essayed swagger, but it had not
availed. His companions withdrew from him as if ashamed to be seen in
his society. The popular feeling was roused in behalf of Honor, who was
universally esteemed, rather than offended at the fraud played on the
equestrians. It was well known that he, Charles, had not behaved
towards her with consideration, that he had increased the burden she
bore so bravely. This last act was the climax of his wrong-doing.
Charles’s inordinate vanity had been hurt, and he was angry with
everyone but himself.
He returned to the farmhouse, where he had been taken in, cursing the
stupidity of the villagers, the meddlesomeness of his sisters, the
cowardice of his companions, and his own generosity.
He was without money now, and with no prospect of getting any till his
wage was paid.
He turned out his pockets; there was nothing in them, not even the brass
token. He too proud to borrow of his boon companions; he questioned
whether, if he asked, they would lend him any. He doubted if the
innkeeper would let him drink upon trust. How intolerable for him to be
without money! To have to lounge his evenings away in the settle before
the fire at Langford, or loafing about the lanes! ’I know well enough,’
he muttered, ’why the louts keep away from me. ’Tis because they know
I’m cleaned out. It’s not along of that cursed token, not a bit. If I’d
my pockets full they’d be round me again as thick as flies on a cow’s
nose.’
He had only been a few days in the service of Taverner Langford. He had
entered the service rather surlily, only because forced to do so, as
Honor refused to allow him to sleep and have meals at home. ’It’ll keep
me in meat for a bit, and I’ll look about me,’ he said; ’but it is not
the sort o’ place for a gentleman—a Luxmore.’
He had not asked leave to take a holiday on the occasion of the Revel.
He had taken it as a matter of course. The Revel was a holiday, of
course; so is Sunday. ’I don’t ask old Langford whether I’m to keep the
Sabbath by doing nothing: I do nothing. I don’t ask him if I’m to enjoy
myself Revel day: I enjoy myself. These are understood things.’ He
curled his lip contemptuously. ’What a shabby wage I get, or am to
get!’ he muttered. ’No pay, no work; short pay, short work. That
stands to reason—like buttering parsnips.’
He sauntered into the Langford kitchen and threw himself into the
settle, with his hat on, and his legs outstretched, and his hands in his
pockets. Disappointment, humiliation, impecuniosity combined to chafe
his temper, and give him a dejected, hang-dog appearance.
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