Red Spider, Volume 2 (of 2)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Red Spider, Volume 2 (of 2)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
’I cannot go there,’ said Honor in a tone that expressed the desolation
of her heart.
’Why not?’
She hesitated.
’Why not, Honor? When I wish it, when my father is eager to receive
you?’
’Dear Larry,’ she said sadly, ’it can never, never be.’
’Come here,’ he exclaimed impatiently, and drew her along with him.
’What is the meaning of this? I will understand.’ Before them for
nearly a mile lay a sheet of gold, a dense mass of unbroken gorse, in
full blaze of flower, exhaling a nectareous fragrance in the sun, that
filled the air. So dense were the flowers that no green spines could be
seen, only various shades of orange and gold and pale yellow. Through it
a path had been reaped, for rabbit-shooters, and along this Hillary drew
her. The gorse reached to their waists. The fragrance was intoxicating.
’Look here, Honor,’ said he, ’look at this furze. It is like my nature.
It is said that there is not a month in the year in which it does not
blossom. Sometimes there is only a golden speck here and there—when the
snow is on the ground, not more than a few flowers, and then one stalk
sets fire to another, as spring comes on, and the whole bush burns and
is not consumed, like that in the desert, when God spoke to Moses from
it. It has been so with me, Honor. I have always loved you. Sometimes
the prickles have been too thick, and then there have been but few
tokens of love; but never, never has the bloom died away altogether. In
my heart, Honor, love has always lived, and now it is all blazing, and
shining, and full of sweetness.’
’Larry,’ answered Honor slowly, ’look here;’ she put her hand to a gorse
bush and plucked a mass of golden bloom.
’Honor!’ he exclaimed, ’what have you done?’ She opened her hand, it
was full of blood.
’I have grasped the glorious flower,’ she said, ’and am covered with
wounds, and pierced with thorns.’
’No—no, dear Honor,’ he said, taking her hand, removing from it the
prickles, and wiping the blood away with the kerchief that bound his
broken arm. ’There shall be no thorns in our life together. The thorns
will all go from me when I have you to prune me. I have been wild and
rough, and I dare say I may have given you pain. I know that I have. I
was angry with you and behaved badly; but I was angry only because I
loved you.’ Then his pleasant sweet smile broke over his pale face, and
he said in an altered tone, ’You do not harbour anger, Honor; you
forgive, when the offender is repentant.’
She raised her eyes to him, and looked long and steadily into his.
’I forgive you for any little wrong you may have done me, heartily and
wholly. But, O Larry! I must wrong you in a way in which I can expect
to get no forgiveness from you.’
’That is quite impossible,’ he said, smiling.
’Larry, you cannot even dream what my meaning is. When you know—there
will not be a flower on the furze-bush, the last gold bud of love will
fall off.’
’Never, never, Honor!’
’You do not know.’
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