Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
Roger set out at a quick pace for the wood, the basket rattling lightly
on his arm; but the track of Alwynne's shoes was lost in the deep grass
of the paddock, and he hesitated, wondering where he should look for
her. Followed a cupboard-love scene with Nicholas Nye, who accompanied
him to the boundary of his kingdom, snuffling windily in the empty
bodge. He brayed disgustedly when Roger left him, his ancient lips
curling backward over yellow stumps, in a smile that was an insult. He
had the air of knowing exactly where Roger was going, and of being
leeringly amused.
For ten minutes Roger wandered about, starting aside from the pathway
half a dozen times, deceived by a swaying branch, or the deceptive pink
and white of distant birch bark. He tramped on into the thickness of the
wood, till at last, through a thinning of trees, a hundred yards to his
left, he caught a glimpse of gold, that could only, he told himself, be
Alwynne's hair. He frowned. It was just like the girl to go floundering
into the only boggy bit of the wood, when two thirds were drained and
dry, and thick with flowers.... It was sheer spirit of contradiction!
She would catch cold of course; and he would, not to mince matters, be
stunk out with eucalyptus for the next ten days ... and The Dears would
fuss ... he knew them! His fastidiousness was always revolted by a
parade of handkerchiefs and bleared eyes. He was accustomed to insist
that disease was as disgraceful as dirt: and that there was not a pin to
choose between Dartmoor and the London Hospital as harbourage for
criminals. But he could always dismount from his hobby-horse for any
case of suffering that came his way. He could give his time, his money,
or his tenderness, with a matter-of-course promptitude that relieved all
but a tender-skinned few of any belief that they had reason to be
grateful to him.
Roger, his eye on the distant halo, crashed through the undergrowth at a
great rate, emerging into a little natural clearing, to find Alwynne
facing him, a bare half-dozen yards away.
The full sight of her pulled him up short.
She was standing--lying upright, rather, for she seemed incapable of
self-support--flattened against a big grey oak. One arm, flung
backwards, clutched and scrabbled at the bark; the other, crooked
shelteringly, supported a mass of bluebells. Her face was grey, her
mouth half open, her eyes wide and pale. Very obviously she did not see
him.
"Alwynne!" he exclaimed.
She cowered. He exclaimed again, astonished and not a little alarmed----
"Alwynne! Are you ill? What on earth has happened?"
She flung up her head, staring.
"Roger?" she said incredulously.
Then her face began to work. He never forgot the expression of relief
that flowed across it. It was like the breaking up of a frozen pool.
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