Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
"I'm a match for the average tramp, I think. I'm head of the games."
He was amused.
"You'd tell him what you thought of him, I'm sure."
But already her smile had grown absent; she was relapsing into her
abstraction.
They had crossed the field as they talked, and struck into the little
gravelled path that led to the monster glass-houses on the other side of
the hedge. A wide gate barred their progress. Roger manipulated the
rusty chain in silence for a moment, then, as the gate yawned open,
turned to her pleasantly----
"Won't you have a look round, as we've come so far? You're in my
territory now, and I've a houseful of daffodils just bursting."
His calm matter-of-fact manner had its effect. Alwynne absorbed in her
sick thoughts, found herself listening to his account of his houses and
his experiments, as one listens subconsciously to the slur of a distant
water-course. She did not take in the meaning of his words, but his
even voice soothed her fretted nerves.
Roger was perfectly aware of her inattention. He was not brilliant, but
he was equipped with experience and common-sense and kindness of heart;
and above all he was observant. The Alwynne of his acquaintance, pretty,
amusing, clever, had attracted him sufficiently, had even, as he
admitted to himself as he went in search of her, been able to entice him
from his Sunday comfort to wander quarrelling in wet fields. But the
Alwynne he had come upon half-an-hour later was a revelation; at a
glance every preconceived notion of her character was swept away.
His first idea was that she had been frightened by roughs, but her
manner and expression speedily contradicted it. She was, he perceived,
struggling, and not for the first time, with some overwhelming trouble
of the mind. He had been appalled by the fear in her eyes. He remembered
Jean's account. Elsbeth had been worried about her for a long time:
ill-health and depression: she believed there had been some sort of a
shock--a child had died suddenly at the school....
Alwynne's gay and piquant presence had made him forget, till that
moment, such rudiments of her history as he had heard. But seeing her
distress, he was angry that he had been obtuse, and amazed at her skill
in concealing whatever trouble it might be that was oppressing her. All
the kindliness of his nature awoke at sight of her haunted, hunted air;
he bestirred himself to allay her agitation; he resolved then and there
to help her if he could.
He had recognised at once that she was in no state for argument or
explanation, and had devoted himself to calming her, falling in with her
humour, and showing no surprise at the extravagance of her remarks. He
had her quieted, almost herself, by the time they had reached his
nursery and descended brick steps into a bath of sweet-smelling warmth.
Alwynne exclaimed.
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