Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
"I always keep stores here," he confessed boyishly. "I used to when I
was a kid. This is the old glass-house, you know, on Great House land.
I've built all the others. I used to be Robinson Crusoe then, and now
it's useful, when I'm busy, not to have to go up to the house always.
Won't you pour out?"
Alwynne flashed a look at him.
"I don't believe it's that. You enjoy the--the marooning still. I
should. I think it's perfectly delightful here."
"Well, Harris--my head-gardener--doesn't approve. Thinks it's _infra
dig_. He told me once that he knew ladies enjoyed making parlours of
their conservatories, and letting in draughts and killing the plants;
but he was a nursery-man himself. However, I've broken him in to it. Oh,
I say, there's no milk!"
"I don't take it. Clare--a friend of mine--never does, so I've got
accustomed to it." She drank thirstily. "Oh, it's good! I didn't know I
wanted my tea so."
"I did," he said significantly.
She coloured painfully: she would not look at him.
"I was very tired," she said lamely.
"Were you?" he asked her. "You weren't gone half an hour. Do you know
it's only half-past three?"
He was very gentle; but she felt herself accused. She played uneasily
with her rope of beads as she chose her words. Roger, for all his
intentness, could not help noticing how white and slender her hands
showed, stained though they were with hyacinth-milk, as they fingered
the blue, glancing chain. They were thin though; and following the
outline of her wrist and arm and bare neck, he thought her cheek, for
all its smooth youthfulness, was thin also, too thin--altogether too
austere, for her age and way of life. She had always been flushed in his
presence, delightfully flushed with laughter, or anger, or
embarrassment, and he had noticed nothing beyond her pretty colour. But
now, he saw uneasily that there were hollows round her eyes, as if she
slept little, and that there were hollows as well as dimples in her
cheeks. He was astonished to find himself not a little perturbed at his
discovery, so perturbed that he did not, for a moment, realise that she
was speaking to him.
"I am very sorry," she was saying. "I'm afraid you thought--I'm afraid I
was rather silly--in the wood. I was disturbed when you found me." Her
words came jerkily. "I had not expected--that is--I did not expect----"
She broke off. Her eyes implored him to leave her alone.
He would not understand their appeal.
"Yes, you expected----" he prompted her.
She controlled her voice with difficulty.
"Heavens knows!" She laughed, with a pitiful little air of throwing him
off the scent. "One gets frightened for no reason sometimes."
"Does one?"
"In the country--I'm town-bred." She smiled at him.
He made up his mind, though he felt brutal.
"You were expecting--Louise?"
There was a silence. Slowly she lifted shaking hands, warding him off.
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