Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
"You! You were only five," cried Jean. The clock struck as she spoke.
She jumped up. "Alicia! It's ten o'clock! Where's Parker? Why hasn't
Parker brought the biscuits? You really might speak to her! She's always
late!"
She flurried out of the room.
Roger drew in his chair.
"Aunt Alice, I say--how much of that is just--Aunt Jean?"
Alicia sighed.
"My dear boy! How should I know? It's all such a long while ago. Jean's
no respecter of privacy. I never noticed anything--hate prying--always
did."
"She never married?"
"She was over thirty before her mother died. She aged quickly--faded
somehow. At that visit Jean spoke of--I shall never forget the change in
her. She was only twenty-six, two years older than your mother, but
Rosemary was a girl beside her, in spite of you and her widow's weeds.
And then Alwynne was left on her hands and she absorbed herself in her.
She's one of those self-effacing women--But there--she's quite
contented, I think. She adores Alwynne. Her letters are cheerful enough.
I always kept up with her. I'd like to see her again."
"Why didn't you ask her with Alwynne?"
"I did. She wouldn't come. Spring-cleaning, and one of her whimsies.
Wanted the child to have a change from her. That's Elsbeth all over. She
was always painfully humble. I imagine she'd sell her immortal soul for
Alwynne."
"Well--and so would you for me," said Roger, with a twinkle.
"Don't you flatter yourself," retorted Alicia with spirit. Then she
laughed and kissed him, and lumbered off to scold Jean up to bed.
Roger sat late, staring into the fire, and reviewing the day's
happenings.
There was Alwynne to be considered.... Alwynne in the wood.... Alwynne
in the daffodil house.... Alwynne hanging over the bannisters, a candle
in her hand.... And Elsbeth.... Elsbeth had become something more than a
name.... Elsbeth had known his mother--had been "pals" with his
father.... He chuckled at the recollection of Jean's speculations....
Poor old Jean! She hadn't altered much.... He remembered her first
horror at Compton and its boys and girls.... But Elsbeth was evidently a
good sort ... appreciated Alwynne.... He would like to have a talk with
Elsbeth.... He would like to have her version of that disastrous summer;
have her views on Alwynne and this school of hers ... and that woman ...
what was her name?... Hartill! Clare Hartill! Yes, he must certainly get
to know Alwynne's Elsbeth.... In the meantime....
He hesitated, fidgeting at his desk; spoiled a sheet or two; shrugged
his shoulders; began again; and finally, with a laugh at his own
uncertainty, settled down to the writing of a long letter to his second
cousin Elsbeth.
Elsbeth, opening a boot-boxful of daffodils on the following evening,
had no leisure for any other letter till Alwynne's was read.
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