Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
"Really, Alwynne, I am not accustomed to be cross-examined. Such a bore,
giving reasons. Besides, I haven't got any. Oh, don't look such a
martyr."
"I think I'll go home," said Alwynne in a low voice. "I don't think you
want me."
"But Elsbeth does, doesn't she?"
Clare settled herself more comfortably in the comfortable Chesterfield
as she watched Alwynne out of the room. She lay like a sleepy cat,
listening to the muffled sounds of Alwynne's packing; let her get ready
to her hat and her gloves and the lacing of her boots, before she called
her back, and played with her, and forgave her at the last. Yet she
found Alwynne less pliable than usual: convicted of sin, she was yet
resolved on departure, if not to-day--no, of course she would not go
to-day, after behaving so ill to her Clare--then, the day following.
That would be Friday--a completed fortnight--and Saturday was Clare's
birthday--had Clare forgotten? Alwynne hadn't, anyhow. Oh, she must come
for Saturday, and what would Elsbeth say to that? There must be one
evening, at least, given to Elsbeth in between. After all, it was jolly
dull for Elsbeth all by herself.
Clare, good-tempered for the first time that afternoon, supposed it was,
rather.
But on that particular day, Alwynne's qualms of conscience were
unnecessary. Elsbeth was not at all dull. Elsbeth, on the contrary, was
tremendously excited. And Elsbeth had forgotten all about Alwynne, was
not missing her in the least. Elsbeth had received a letter from Dene
that morning, and was expecting Roger Lumsden to supper.
CHAPTER XXXIX
Elsbeth spent her day in that meticulous and unnecessary arrangement and
re-arrangement of her house and person, with which woman, since time
was, has delighted to honour man, and which he, the unaccountable, has
as inevitably failed to notice. The clean cretonnes had arrived in time
and were tied and smoothed into place; the vases new-filled; and the
fire, though spring-cleaning had been, sprawled opulently in a brickless
grate. The matches, with the fifty cigarettes Elsbeth had bought that
forenoon, hesitating and all too reliant upon the bored tobacconist,
lay, aliens unmistakable, near Roger's probable seat, and the knowledge
of the supper laid out in the next room fortified Elsbeth as, years ago,
a new frock might have done. Alwynne, in every age and stage, dotted the
piano and occasional tables, and a photograph that even Alwynne had
never seen was placed on the mantelshelf, that Roger, greeting Elsbeth,
might see it and forget to be shy.
But it was Elsbeth that was shy, when Roger, very punctual, arrived amid
the chimes of the evening service. Yet Elsbeth had been ready since
five. They greeted each other in dumb show and sat a moment, smiling and
taking stock, while the clamour swelled, insisted, ebbed and died away.
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