Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
Slowly she realised that neither Roger nor Elsbeth were finding her
indispensable, and her surprise was only rivalled by her indignation.
Elsbeth particularly--it was simply beastly of Elsbeth--was being, in
her impalpable way, unapproachable.... She was angry about
something.... Alwynne knew the signs.... She, Alwynne, supposed that
she ought to have written.... But she did write a postcard.... One
couldn't be everlastingly writing letters.... Any one but Elsbeth would
have waived the matter, with a visitor present, but Elsbeth was so
vindictive.... Here Alwynne's rebellious conscience allied itself with
her sense of humour, to protest against the picture of a vindictive
Elsbeth. They bubbled with tender laughter at the idea. Alwynne must
needs laugh with them, a trifle remorsefully, and admit that the idea
was fantastic; that Elsbeth, in all the years she had known her, had
been the most meek and forgiving of guardians; and that she, Alwynne,
had been undeniably negligent. Nevertheless, why must Elsbeth show Roger
the kitchen? What was he saying to her out there? And why were they both
laughing like that?
"Cackle, cackle, cackle," muttered Alwynne viciously; "awfully funny,
isn't it?"
She continued her reflections.
Fussing over clearing the supper still! One of Elsbeth's absurd ideas,
just because it was the maid's evening out.... Let her do it when she
came back! Such a fuss and excitement always! What would Roger think of
them? What a long time they were! She might take the opportunity of
going to change her frock.... She hesitated. What was that? What was
Roger saying? She caught the murmur of his deep voice and her aunt's
staccato in answer, but the words were blurred.
After all--why should she bother to change? Elsbeth would be sure to
make unnecessary remarks.... And Roger wouldn't care--he was too
occupied with Elsbeth.... Nobody cared--nobody wanted her.... She would
go back to Clare to-morrow.... But if Clare were in to-day's humour
still?
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