Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
General
Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
His mouth became distorted with the defiance that inwardly consumed
him. He felt for the moment as if deliberate self-destruction were a
mere joke. Why should he hold back; stop at anything? Was he not under
a curse? A bitter laugh rose in his throat. He could not forget that
curse!
Then he went into the house. Regina was laying the table for supper.
She had mended her jacket, and smoothed out her hair with water. Her
face was as calm as if nothing in the least out of the way had
happened; only a scratch on her throat, testified to the hours of peril
she had lately lived through.
With affected severity he asked, "What induced you, Regina, to be so
silly as to come near the inn?"
She measured him with a shy glance. "I beg your pardon, _Herr_," she
said, with a graceful bend of her neck. "I found your letter, and I saw
everything swimming green and yellow before my eyes, it made me feel so
queer. I hardly knew what I was about. I thought perhaps I could help
to set you free."
"Stupid child!" he said, and laughed; but a feeling rose within him
that had to be forcibly repressed.
"Bring the wine," he ordered, as he sat down to the table.
"Which kind, _Herr_?"
"The best. It is high festival and holiday to-day!"
She looked at him in surprise, and went.
"Fetch a glass for yourself," he said, as she uncorked the grey
cobwebby bottle.
"Oh, please, _Herr_, I'd rather not. It's too strong."
"Nonsense! you will get used to it."
"Perhaps, _Herr_."
He poured out the wine. The dark-gold fluid foamed sparkling into the
slender-stemmed emerald rummers, which, perishable as they were, had
been saved from the ruins.
"Clink!" he said.
The glasses as they came in contact produced music like muffled bells.
"The curse of a priest has to-day coupled me with her," he thought, and
his eyes sought hers and probed their depths. "How extraordinary! how
monstrous!" This woman was to be part of his existence, the old man had
said. This woman--why, oh, why this one?
"A curse is a sanction," he meditated further. "Something that never
happened, and never would have happened, through him has been
substantiated and vouched for before Heaven as if it were an
established fact."
And again his thoughts began to encroach stealthily on that forbidden
ground, in whose insurmountable barriers the preacher's words
themselves had quarried access. "You are master," he repeated the
formula over and over to himself, "she the servant;" and then he added,
"What is more, she is your slave, and so let it be."
One course of action seemed clear enough at the moment, and that was
that progress must be made immediately with his work of retaliation. He
bade Regina remove the dishes and bring another bottle of wine. Then he
fetched his writing materials and motioned her to sit down in the place
she had occupied on Christmas evening. With shy delight she obeyed, for
since that night she had spent her evenings till bed-time alone in the
vestibule.
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