Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
He felt he had no right to say "No." She had been true to him, had
trusted his word for eight long years; he dared not prove himself
unworthy now of her faith in him. When he had reassured her with a
stammered "Of course, of course," she sighed, a deep-drawn, languishing
sigh.
"I hear such dreadful things about you," she said, "that I don't know
what to believe. Tell me it's not true."
"What?" he asked wearily.
"Ah, a girl can't discuss such matters. Immoral things, I mean. In old
days you were a good, noble fellow, and I can't believe it's true that
you've altered so completely."
She drew a little closer to him. In doing so, she dropped her blue silk
reticule. As he stooped--with her--to pick it up, the peak of his cap
brushed her face.
"Oh, take care!" she simpered, drawing back hastily.
"A thousand pardons!" he answered, in a tone of rigid politeness, and
bit his lips.
"Well, you don't answer my question," she continued. "Perhaps it is
true, then, what people say! I should be sorry to think that poor
unhappy me had been so deceived in you. But papa always thought you
would come to a bad end." She said this with such a ludicrous little
air of superiority, that he could not help smiling.
She seemed to discern that she was appearing absurd in his eyes, and
went on in a deeply injured tone, "Ah, it's all very well to laugh at a
poor girl, whose intentions towards you are so kind, and who would give
anything to prevent your ruin."
"Please, do not trouble yourself on my account," he replied.
"Now you are making yourself out worse than you are," she interposed.
"I know you have a noble nature at bottom. And if fate parts us for
ever, I shall always, always keep a warm place for you in my heart. Oh,
what bitter tears have I shed for you many a time! And I've prayed
every night to God to keep the dear friend of my youth from sin, and
from wicked revengeful thoughts, and to give him a good conscience."
"I am afraid the behaviour of the Schrandeners is not exactly
calculated to cure a man of revengeful thoughts," he replied.
She turned up her sharp little nose. "The Schrandeners are an uncouth
lot," she remarked. "And one can't have much to do with them. I would
much rather stay altogether with my aunt in Wartenstein. There at least
one associates with respectable, well-mannered townspeople, who lift
their hats to a lady when they meet her in the street. Not a single
Schrandener, with the exception of Herr Merckel, and Felix of course,
dreams of doing such a thing. Felix," she added with a sigh, "has the
manners of a gentleman and an officer." Then as if something had
suddenly recalled the events of the afternoon to her mind, she
screamed, wrung her hands and said, "Oh, Boleslav, Boleslav!"
"What is it, Helene?"
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