Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
"Oh, nothing, but I should like to beg the _Herr's_ pardon for having
gone without leave. But I thought he might perhaps like a change for
breakfast--a fresh egg----"
"Never mind, Regina," he said, turning away; "you are a good girl."
He went down to the river to bathe. When he came back he found his room
tidied as usual, only the coffee was not there.
"She is so tired out that she's fallen asleep," he thought, and
resigned himself to wait. At least, she should not be reprimanded any
more to-day.
But in consequence of his bath he was bitterly cold, and found he could
not forego the customary warm beverage much longer. So, in order not to
wake her he went on tiptoe into the kitchen to see to the fire himself.
But she was not asleep, though at the first glance it looked like it.
She sat on the edge of her couch, motionless, with her hands before her
face. Now and again a quiver passed through her frame, a symptom of the
sleep of exhaustion. Yet on regarding her closer, he saw that
glistening tear-drops were falling through her red, plump fingers, and
her breast was shaking with gurgling sobs.
"What's the matter, Regina? Why are you crying?"
She did not answer, but her sobs became louder.
"Have I hurt your feelings, Regina? I shouldn't have scolded you if I
had known where you had been."
She let her hands fall from her face, and looked at him with eyes
swollen from weeping.
"Ah, _Herr_!" she said in a voice half choked by tears. "No
one--ever--called me that before; and--it's not--true."
His mood changed and became harsh again. He was not conscious of having
used any abusive epithet. It was too ridiculous of this creature, who
was accustomed to being hounded about from pillar to post, to pretend
to be thin-skinned and fastidious.
"What isn't true?" he demanded.
"What you said."
"What did I say? Good heavens!"
"That I--I was a good----" She broke again into convulsive sobs that
stifled her voice.
He shook his head, perplexed at her distress. He had never looked very
deeply into the most complex problems of the human soul, and did not
know that even dishonour has its code of honour. Laughing, he laid his
hand on her shoulder.
"Don't cry any more, Regina; I meant no harm. And now get my breakfast
ready."
"May--I--bring it in?" she asked, still sobbing.
"Do you want me to come and fetch it?"
"I only thought I mightn't--" She moved to the hearth and began blowing
the smouldering fire, using her tear-stained cheeks as bellows.
After that she was no longer shy of entering his room when he was
there. Ever anxious to forestall his wishes, she seemed to read his
countenance without a question passing her lips.
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