Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
Boleslav was almost happy. He had hit on a new and brilliant idea, and
the hopes of carrying it out brightened for a time the deadening
monotony of his existence. He believed he could clear his father's
memory.
How it had first occurred to him he hardly knew. He had found certain
letters from Polish noblemen addressed to his father, which seemed to
suggest that the deceased had felt himself bound by a hastily-made
promise which at the time he had not meant seriously, and that a chain
of tragic circumstances had compelled him against his will to be a
party to the treachery. If this did not exonerate him from all guilt,
it at least put the slandered man in a new light--the light of a
martyr.
If by minute study of the documents he could trace the affair to its
source, and make public a true history of the disaster, in which he
would demonstrate that Eberhard von Schranden, far from having played
the devilish rôle that rumour attributed to him, had only been a victim
of circumstances, surely there would at least arise some who would hold
out their hand in remorse to the sufferer's heir. The more he absorbed
himself in this task of vindication the more he began to feel united
with the dead man, and accustomed to the idea of sacrificing his own
innocent reputation for his sake.
His brain was so much occupied with these schemes that he slept little
at night, and in the daytime tore about the park like one possessed.
The less hope he cherished in his secret heart that his plan would
succeed, the more did he long for some human soul into whose ear he
could pour his doubts and fears. But there was no one to speak to but
the taciturn woman, who glided past him with eyes guiltily cast down.
One evening, when his solitude almost maddened him, he said to her--
"Regina, aren't you frozen in your kitchen?"
"I never let the fire out, _Herr_."
"But what do you do in the evening, when it's dark?"
"I sit by the fire and sew, till my fingers get quite stiff."
"Then you have a light?"
"I burn fir-cones."
He was silent; he gnawed his under-lip, and hesitated as to what he
should say next. Then he took courage.
"Regina, if you like you may bring your sewing into the sitting-room,
after supper," he said.
She grew pale, and stammered out, "Yes, _Herr_."
He thought her wanting in gratitude.
"Of course, if you'd rather not--" he said, shrugging his shoulders.
"Oh, _Herr_--I should like to come."
"Very well, then, come; but you must make yourself look respectable.
Why have you given up wearing your new clothes?" Since that evening she
had taken to shivering about in the cotton jacket again.
"I thought it would hurt them."
"Hurt them! How?"
"I mean," she said incoherently, "that when you are angry with me,--
such as I, am not fit----"
"Nonsense!" he interrupted quickly, feeling that if she went on he
would be angry with her again.
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