Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
"You might easily have refused," he said.
She bent over her work. "I was only so glad for you to have it," she
said, in a low soft voice. "It's not often that a poor little village
girl gets the chance of giving anything to a rich young nobleman."
He bit his lips. Truly he had taken more from her since than his pride
and manliness should have permitted.
"And besides," she went on, "even if I hadn't wanted to give it to you,
it was yours by right. You were the _Junker_."
How perfectly natural the argument sounded from her lips.
"Regina, tell me honestly," he said, "if you haven't entirely forgotten
the days when you ran wild in the village."
"Oh no, _Herr_; indeed I haven't," she replied, with an almost roguish
smile. "For instance, I remember a great many things about the
_gnädiger Junker_."
He withdrew far back into the shadow of the lamp-shade. "What splendid
stuff she has in her!" he thought, and devoured her with his eyes. And
then he made her relate all her reminiscences of him at that time. He
did not appear in a very amiable light. Once he had pushed her into
a duck-pond; another time sent her floating down the river in a
flour-vat, till her cries of terror had brought people to the bank with
life-saving apparatus; when she had on a new white frock, given her by
the Castle housekeeper, he had painted her hands and face with white
chalk, and told her to stand motionless like one of the statues in the
Park. She had submitted meekly till the chalk got into her mouth and
eyes and made them smart, and then she had burst out crying and run
away.
She recalled all this with beaming eyes, as if his pranks had been a
source of infinite happiness to her. Although when reminded of such and
such an escapade he recollected it perfectly, he could not remember
that it was Regina who had been the victim of his caprice. A sensation
of shame rose within him. Instead of the dreamy, generous young
cavalier he had been in the habit of picturing himself, he saw a cruel
little village tyrant, who exercised his power over his small
contemporaries with a relentlessness that was almost vicious.
"And did I make no amends for my wicked deeds?" he inquired, hoping to
hear he had at least been capable of doing good sometimes.
"Oh, you used to give us things," she answered. "'Divide that,' you
used to say, and scatter on the ground either apples and nuts, or
broken tin soldiers, or a handful of counters. But, of course, the
strongest and biggest got everything. Felix Merckel was the best at a
scramble; the girls only had the leavings."
"And did you ever get anything from me, Regina?" he asked.
She flushed scarlet, and bowed lower over her work. "Yes, _Herr_,
once!" she said softly.
"What was it?"
She was silent, and dared not lift her eyes.
"Good heavens! why do you look so ashamed about it?"
"Because--I ... have it still."
"Oh, not really!" He smiled. A feeling of pleasure shot through him.
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