Alamo (San Antonio, Tex.) -- Siege, 1836 -- Fiction; Texas -- History -- Revolution, 1835-1836 -- Fiction; War stories; Western stories
“Going towards the Plaza, I met judge Valdez. I stopped the carriage,
and sent my affections to the Senora. Would you believe it? He answered
me as if his mouth were full of snow. His disagreeable behavior was
exactly copied by the Senora Silvestre and her daughter Esperanza. Dona
Julia and Pilar de Calval did not even perceive me. Santa Maria! there
are none so blind as those who won’t see! Oh, indeed! I found the
journey like the way of salvation--full of humiliations. I would have
stopped at the store of the Jew Lavenburg, and ordered many things, but
he turned in when he saw me coming. Once, indeed, he would have put his
hat on the pavement for me to tread upon. But he has heard that your
father has made a rebel of himself, and what can be expected? He knows
when Santa Anna has done with the rebels not one of them will have
anything left for God to rain upon. And there was a great crowd and a
great tumult. I think the whole city had a brain fever.”
At this moment Isabel began to moan in her sleep as if her soul was in
some intolerable terror or grief; and ere Antonia could reach her she
sprang into the middle of the room with a shriek that rang through the
house.
It was some minutes before the child could be soothed. She lay in her
mother’s arms, sobbing in speechless distress; but at length she was
able to articulate her fright:
“Listen, mi madre, and may the Holy Lady make you believe me! I have had
a dream. God be blessed that it is not yet true! I will tell you. It was
about Fray Ignatius and our uncle the Marquis de Gonzaga. My good angel
gave it to me; for myself and you all she gave it; and, as my blessed
Lord lives! I will not go to them! SI! I will cut my white throat
first!” and she drew her small hand with a passionate gesture across
it. She had stood up as she began to speak, and the action, added to
her unmistakable terror, her stricken face and air of determination, was
very impressive.
“You have had a dream, my darling?”
“Yes, an awful dream, Antonia! Mary! Mary! Tender Mary, pity us!”
“And you think we should not go to the house of the marquis?”
“Oh, Antonia! I have seen the way. It is black and cold, and full of
fear and pain. No one shall make me take it. I have the stiletto of my
grandmother Flores. I will ask Holy Mary to pardon me, and then--in a
moment--I would be among the people of the other world. That would be
far better than Fray Ignatius and the house of Gonzaga.”
The Senora was quite angry at this fresh complication. It was really
incredible what she had to endure. And would Antonia please to tell
her where else they were to go? They had not a friend left in San
Antonio--they did not deserve to have one--and was it to be supposed
that a lady, born noble, could follow the Americans in an ox-wagon?
Antonia might think it preferable to the comfortable house of her
relation; but blessed be the hand of God, which had opened the door of a
respectable shelter to her.
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