Alamo (San Antonio, Tex.) -- Siege, 1836 -- Fiction; Texas -- History -- Revolution, 1835-1836 -- Fiction; War stories; Western stories
The passing-by of Santa Anna and the Mexican army, though it had been
hourly expected for nearly three days, was an event which threw the
Senora and her daughters into various conditions of mental excitement.
They descended from the roof to the Senora’s room, where they could move
about and converse with more freedom. For the poor lady was quite
unable to control her speech and actions, and was also much irritated by
Antonia’s more composed manner. She thought it was want of sympathy.
“How can you take things with such a blessed calmness,” she asked,
angrily. “But it is the way of the Americans, no doubt, who must have
everything for prudence. Sensible! Sensible! Sensible! that is the tune
they are forever playing, and you dance to it like a miracle.”
“My dear mother, can we do any good by exclaiming and weeping?”
“Holy Virgin! Perhaps not; but to have a little human nature is more
agreeable to those who are yet on the earth side of purgatory.”
“Mi madre,” said Isabel, “Antonia is our good angel. She thinks for us,
and plans for us, and even now has everything ready for us to move at
a moment’s notice. Our good angels have to be sensible and prudent,
madre.”
“To move at a moment’s notice! Virgin of Guadalupe! where shall we go
to? Could my blessed father and mother see me in this prison, this very
vault, I assure you they would be unhappy even among the angels.”
“Mother, there are hundreds of women today in Texas who would think this
house a palace of comfort and safety.”
“Saints and angels! Is that my fault? Does it make my condition more
endurable? Ah, my children, I have seen great armies come into San
Antonio, and always before I have been able to make a little pleasure to
myself out of the event. For the Mexicans are not blood-thirsty,
though they are very warlike. When Bravo was here, what balls, what
bull-fights, what visiting among the ladies! Indeed there was so much
to tell, the tertulia was as necessary as the dinner. To be sure, the
Mexicans are not barbarians; they made a war that had some refinement.
But the Americans! They are savages. With them it is fight, fight,
fight, and if we try to be agreeable, as we were to that outrageous Sam
Houston, they say thank you, madam, and go on thinking their own cruel
thoughts. I wonder the gentle God permits that such men live.”
“Dear mother, refinement in war is not possible. Nothing can make it
otherwise than brutal and bloody.”
“Antonia, allow that I, who am your mother, should know what I have
simply seen with my eyes. Salcedo, Bravo, Martinez, Urrea--are they not
great soldiers? Very well, then, I say they brought some pleasure with
their armies; and you will see that Santa Anna will do the same. If we
were only in our own home! It must have been the devil who made us leave
it.”
“How truly splendid the officers looked, mi madre. I dare say Senora
Valdez will entertain them.”
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