Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
Fiction
“So have I,” said Senhouse, “and in Siberia at that. I was there for
more than a year, though not all that time within walls. They let me
loose when they found that I could be trusted, and I learned botany, and
caught a marsh fever which nearly finished me. They wouldn't have me
in after that, being quite content that I should rot in the open. I was
succoured by a woman, one of those noble creatures who are made to give
themselves. She gave me what blood she had left. God bless her: she
blessed me.”
“It was a woman,” said the stranger, “that sent me to prison.”
Senhouse, after looking him over, calmly replied, “I don't believe you.
You mean, I think, that there was a woman, and you went to prison. You
confuse her and your feelings about her. It is natural, but not very
fine-mannered. No woman would have put the thing as you have put it to
me.”
The stranger shifted two or three times under his host's quiet regard:
presently he said, “This is the tale in a nutshell. She was beautiful
and kind to me; she was in a hateful place, and I loved her--and she
knew it. There was a man with claims--rights he had none--preposterous
claims, made infamous by his acts. The position was impossible,
intolerable. She knew it, but did nothing. Women are like
that--endlessly enduring; but men are not. I dragged him off a horse and
thrashed him. He had me to gaol, and she went her ways, leaving a note
for me, hoping I should do well. Do well! Much she cares what I do.
Much care I.” He ended with a sob which was like the cough of a wolf at
night, and then turned his face away.
“Why should she care,” asked Senhouse, “what becomes of you? By your act
you dropped yourself out of her sphere. If she was to be degraded, as
you call it, by whom was she degraded? But you talk there a language
which I don't understand. You say that she was beautiful, and I suppose
you know what you mean by the word. How then is a beautiful person to
be degraded by anything the likes of you, or your fellow-dog, do to
her? The thing's absurd. You can't claw her soul or blacken the edges of
that. You can't sell that into prostitution or worse. That is her own,
and it's that which makes her beautiful,--in spite of the precious pair
of you, bickering and mauling each other to possess her. Possess her,
poor fool! Can you possess moonlight? If you have degraded anything, you
have degraded yourself. She remains where she is, entirely out of your
reach.”
The young man now turned his trapped and wretched face to the speaker.
“You little know--” he began, then for weakness stopped. “I can't
quarrel with you; wait till I've had a night's rest.”
“You shall have it, and welcome,” said Senhouse. “But you'll never
quarrel with me. I believe I've got beyond that way of enforcing
arguments which I fear may be unsound. I doubt if I have quarrelled with
anybody for twenty years.”
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