Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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“I wanted my mistress altogether,” the other broke in, “from the first
moment to the last--fool, and wicked fool, as you may think me. I could
see her bosom stir her gown--I could see the lines of her as she walked.
She was kind to me, I tell you, and there were times when--alone
with her--in her melting mood--in the wildness of my passion--but
no! something held me: I never dared touch her.... And then he--the
other--came back; he, with his 'claims' and 'rights'; and the thought of
him, and what he could do--and did do--made me blind. You tell me that I
sinned against her--”
“I don't,” said Senhouse. “I tell you that you sinned against love. You
don't know what love is.”
“You say so. Maybe you know nothing about it. If you have reduced
yourself to be contented with the soul of a woman, I have not. What have
I to do with the soul?”
“Evidently nothing,” said Senhouse. “How, pray, do you undertake to
apprehend body's beauty unless you discern the soul in it--on which it
shapes its beauty?”
“I know,” the other replied, “that she has a lovely body, and gracious,
free-moving ways; and I could have inferred her soul from them. I'll
engage that you did the same thing. How are you to judge of the soul but
by the hints which the body affords you?”
Senhouse made no answer, but remained musing. When he spoke it was as if
he was resuming a tale half-told....
“She was in white--white as a cloud--and in a wood. Her hair reflected
gold of the sun. She pinned her skirts about her waist, and put her bare
foot into a pool of black water. She sank in it to the knee. She did not
falter: her eyes were steady upon what she did.”
The stranger took him up where he stopped, and continued the tale. “She
could never falter in her purpose. She bared herself to the thighs. She
went into the pool thigh-deep. Whiter than the lilies which she went to
save, she raked the weed from them--you helping her.”
“She did,” said Senhouse, his eyes searching the fire. “And when,
afterwards, she did what her heart bade her, she never faltered either,
though she steeped her pure soul in foulness compared to which the black
water was sweet. But do you suppose that any evil handling would stain
her? You fool! You are incapable of seeing a good woman. In the same
breath with which I spurned myself for having a moment's fear for her, I
thanked God for having let me witness her action.”
The rebuke was accepted, not because it was felt to be justified; but
rather, it passed unheeded. The stranger had questions to ply.
“Knowing her, loving her--loveworthy as she was--how could you leave
her?”
“I beg your pardon,” said Senhouse, “I have never left her.” But in the
next breath he had to qualify his paradox.
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