Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
Fiction
He broke out after a pause-“Her beauty! What is it to the purpose to put
its semblance into words? Its significance is the heart of the matter.
We see the earth as hill and valley, pasture and cloud, sky and sea.
Really it is nothing of the kind, but infinitely more. It is tireless
energy, yearning, force, profusion, terror, immutability in variety.
What are words to such a power? It is to _that_ I stretch out my arms.
I must lie folded in that immensity, drown and sink in it, till it and
I are one. I must be resumed into the divine energy whose appearance is
but a broken hint of it. So it is with Her: not what she appears, but
what she stands for is the miracle. Her beauty is not in dimple and
curve, though her breasts are softer than the snowy hills, and the
liquor of her mouth sweeter than honey of limes. If I lay on the floor
of the Aegean and looked up to the sun I should not see such blue as
glimmers in her eyes. But these are figures, halting symbols. Her form,
her glow, her eager, lovely breath are her soul put into speech for us
to read. You might say that her nobility was that of the Jungfrau on a
night of stars. So her body's beauty is but a poem written by God about
her soul.”
Glyde sat up and looked at him across the fire. “I know you. There
is but one man who has loved her as you do. You are her poet. You are
Senhouse.”
Senhouse nodded. “That is my name. You know her, then?” His face glowed
darkly. “You have known her--you!”
“I saw her four months ago. I was in servitude in a house where she too
was made a servant. For her sake, I tell you again, I downed Ingram.”
Senhouse said sharply, “It was for your own. You aren't fit to talk to
her. You have unclean lips. You don't hurt her, for you cannot. You hurt
yourself infinitely. Why, a dog would do as you did, and possibly be
right; but you, not being a dog, have broken your own rules. You have
trodden on your own honour, and, like the dull fool that you are, come
out wrapped in your silly self-esteem as if it was a flag. I wish that
you could see yourself as I see you--or rather I hope you never may;
for if you did you would see no reason to live.” The words, frozen with
scorn, cut like hailstones. The guest cowered, with the whip about his
face. Senhouse rose.
“Follow me,” he said.
Glyde also rose to his feet, and, as if he was giddy, looked blankly
about him. “O God, what have I done? O God, what am I?” He dashed his
hand over his eyes. “I can't see. I suppose I never could.” He turned
upon Senhouse. “You! Why do you harbour such a rat as I?”
Senhouse gave him pitiful eyes. “If you think yourself a rat, you are in
the way to be more. Come, we will be friends yet. You're near the end of
your tether, I think. Let me tuck you into a blanket.”
III
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