Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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“She stood with me upon the threshold of the world, just so, with
blown-back hair and shining eyes. Blessed one, blessed prodigal! She
poured out her heart like water-for a dog to lap. He was dog-headed,
full in the eye, a rich feeder. She decked him with the fair garlands of
her thoughts, she made him glisten with her holy oils. She crowned him
with starry beams from her eyes, she sweetened him with the breath of
her pure prayers. She robed him in white and scarlet, for he was wrapped
in her soul and sprinkled with her passion. And she said, 'I love a
divine person. I am ready to die for him. Make haste. Pile the fire,
sharpen the knife; bind me with cords, and drive deep. I die that he may
live.' O Gods, and Sanchia gave herself for Nevile Ingram!”
He was never alone, it appeared, for she was with him constantly,
a vivifying principle. He had ensphered her in light; she was
unassailable--his fly in amber. Ingram, Chevenix, all Wanless,
might have daily converse with her, and one might grudge her her
self-sufficiency, and another see her a pretty girl in a mess. To him
she was a fairy in harness, “a lovely lady garmented in light,” to whom
the rubs of the world could do no harm. She wore crystal armour. They
did not know her, could not see her, those who used her for their
elemental needs. “Her soul was like a star and dwelt apart.”
He told young Glyde that he had reached this transcendental eyrie of
his by painful degrees. No person of Sanchia's acquaintance had suffered
more than he by her desperate affair. He had been her first lover, and
her only confidant, for she had been what one calls a “difficult” girl,
who gave out nothing and had no friends. Her sisters knew very little
about her, her mother nothing. It had been Senhouse who had called up
the spirit that was in her--that extraordinary candour of vision
which shrank from the judgment of nothing in heaven or earth “upon the
merits.” He had himself been at first amazed by her quality; but before
he had discovered it he had adored her; so it had seemed all of a piece
with her exquisite perfection. That first sight he had had of her, in
the sun-dappled woodland glade, with her gown above her knees, setting
her foot in the unknown depths of a black pool--that she might
rescue lilies from suffocation--was surely typical of that which
followed--when, barely twenty-one, she trod deliberately, in her world's
shocked face, a road which leads without return to a point at which
the world says, “I cannot see you, you are dead.” But she had never
faltered, had seen no shame, and felt none. Nevile was unhappy, and
needed her. If there was no other way of serving him, she must take that
way. So she told him, Senhouse, her only friend; and he cried aloud in
his agony, “God save her,” while his soul was saying, “Beatrice never
shrank from hell, nor ever looked back. No more, God be thanked, does
Sanchia.” When the thing was done, and she had gone with unbowed head
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