Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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Therefore she said nothing, but stood with her foot on the fender,
shading her face from the fire with her thin hand. In this attitude,
though able to see sideways what was coming upon her, she stood
nerveless to his approach. “Sancie, my own Sancie,” he said, and put
his arm about her, and drew her bodily to his side. She stiffened, but
allowed it.
“Dearest girl, tell me that you forgive me--tell me that. I am wretched
without you--I can't go on like this. It's not good for me; my health
suffers. Darling Sancie, forgive poor old Nevile. He was once your
boy--you loved him so much. For the sake of old times, Sancie, my dear.”
She could only say, “I have forgiven you--you know that. I have told you
so.” He pressed her closely to him, feeling his urgent need to make the
most of what she had to give him. Her apathy struck him mortally chill;
he wooed her the more desperately.
Holding her to his heart--an inanimate burden--he kissed her cold
lips, her eyelids, her hair; called her by names whose use she had long
forgotten, whose revival caused her pain like nausea. If he could have
known it, this was the last way to win her. It was like pressing upon a
queasy invalid the sweets which had made him sick. But he, remembering
their ancient potency, seeing himself the triumphant wielder of charms,
felt secure in them still; therefore she was his darling, his hardy
little lover, his Queen of Love, his saucy Sancie, his lass. On fire
himself by his own blowing, at last he fell upon his knees and clasped
hers: “Dearest, most beautiful, my own, I love you more than ever.
Comfort me, be my salvation--I pray that I may be worth your while.
Marry me, Sancie, and save my soul alive.”
Honestly, for the moment, he believed himself irresistible, and so far
succeeded with her that her disgust hid itself in a cloud of pity. She
felt pity for a man abject at her feet, and could speak more kindly to
him.
But she could not bring herself to touch him. Looking down at him there,
her eyes were softer and her lips took a gentler curve. “You mustn't be
down there,” she said. “I don't like to see you there--and can't talk
to you till you get up. Let's sit down and talk--if you will.” He rose
obediently and stood with heaving chest, while she drew a chair to the
fire and seated herself. Then he took to the hearthrug, and possessed
himself of her hand.
“What a cold hand, my dear! Oh, Sancie, how I could have warmed you
once! Is that never to be again? Don't tell me so, for God's sake.”
“Oh, how can I tell!” cried she. “Surely you can understand me better
than that? Do you ask me to forget everything that has has happened in
eight years?”
“I asked you to forgive me, my dear.”
“And I have forgiven.”
“But do you store these things up against me? That's not too generous,
is it?”
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